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  1. J

    Not sure where to start...

    I regretfully confess I have relapsed today. I am . . . disappointed. I loathe this feeling. I was doing so well. So I thought. Even while I was consuming P I was questioning what I was doing and why, yet I continued on. I am ashamed. I am guilt ridden. I am weak. I think I was convinced a I had...
  2. J

    I love myself and will recover

    Well done bro! Good luck with the pracs.
  3. J

    Getting my life back

    I've said before here on the forum I've actually traded in my smart phone for an old nokia dumb phone. Removes one potential source to access P and keeps me focused in other areas of life.
  4. J

    Getting my life back

    Hey Freddy, well done on 31 days man! an achievement to be proud of!
  5. J

    Not sure where to start...

    Have been absent for a while. I have so far not waivered on my journey to be rid of P. Am now 24 days free. This afternoon for the first time I had really strong urges to consume and relapse. I came here to check in and surprised myself with how long I've been absent from this forum. Coming back...
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    Not sure where to start...

    Cracked the two week mark and still P free. Have been far more attentive to my wife and in this short amount of time it feels like our relationship has grown stronger. I have had very few urges to consume. The few times I have the urge has not been very strong and easily overcome. Going good.
  7. J

    Not sure where to start...

    Day 11 and feeling good!
  8. J

    A way back to the light

    I like that phrase 'don't give power to the pornography'. When you boil it down it really is just pictures on a screen isn't it.... It's phenomenal how much power we USED to give this shit. Great to here you're doing well and still PMO. Well done and keep it up!
  9. J

    I love myself and will recover

    Well done mate! You're going strong. Good to see and keep up the great work.
  10. J

    Not sure where to start...

    Day 9 now. Spent quality time with wife and kids. No strong desires to consume P as of yet. I find this surprising. Maybe I finally got myself to the point where my desire to kick the habit far exceeded the desire to use P. I realize it is still early days and I must not become complacent in my...
  11. J

    Not sure where to start...

    Day 5
  12. J

    Not sure where to start...

    Cheers man. I figured if I can remove the choice to consume from myself then I should have far more success. I will use my smart phone probably on weekends when I'm around the wife and kids. But while I'm on my own its the dumb phone. I also will leave my phone out in common areas when I go to...
  13. J

    Lifetime Veil

    Hey man. I have been at home alone recovering from surgery for a week and still 2 weeks to go. I am usually a regular drinker however since I have been stuck at home I haven't had any booze. I think if I were drinking I would have no hope kicking P. It really is a big boost on your journey to...
  14. J

    Not sure where to start...

    On day 4. feeling good. Took the extra measure of replacing my smart phone with a 'dumb phone' yesterday. Most of my P consumption was through phone via apps. Also gives me more time to spend in other more meaningful areas of life instead of glaring at a screen.
  15. J

    Getting my life back

    Chin up man. A lot of the time the hardest part is acknowledgement. You've done this. time to heal.
  16. J

    Not sure where to start...

    Thank you kindly! Most personal battles start and end in the mind. See how I'm going 3 weeks in :) Cheers for the kind words.
  17. J

    A way back to the light

    Congratulations on day 6 man! outstanding effort!
  18. J

    Ok no Porn, but what about Masturbation? (I'm confused)

    I am only speaking for myself here. I am married and have a reasonably active sex life so that helps me. I am yet to have the urge to masturbate but if I feel I need this release I will attempt to push any thoughts of porn out of my head altogether. I will reminisce about past experiences with...
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    Not sure where to start...

    3 days PMO. Feeling good within myself reaching this small goal. Looking forward to the 3 week goal and really seeing some benefits.
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