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I couldn't hold the urges any longer. An hour into Day 11, I relapsed. The hard part for me is when the urge strikes, it's challenging to fight them. For the past few days, I just couldn't shake it. I did a lot of urge surfing which can lead to a relapse. I know these relapses will occur, but...

10 Days :)

Day 10 10 days in.....my new personal best!!!! The past few days have been extremely tough and the "urge surfing" was a constant. I did masturbate this morning but with NO porn or thoughts of porn. To me, I'm not considering it a setback or a relapse.

Day 9 The urges are coming and going at breakneck speed. It's been a challenge, it's difficult. If I can stay the course today my new all-time streak of 10 days is within sights. It's tempting to start seeing explicit images and then the videos. But of course the regret will come afterwards...

Neither do I and I'm 33

Absolutely, I'm the same way. I want to be better riding my mountain bike, I want my GED, I want a better paying job. But with my addiction constantly attacking me and making me vulnerable, I can never get my feet off the ground. Keep fighting!!!

Day 5.....it's been awhile since I've gotten a streak going. I did a long bike ride yesterday.......my body and I we were not gonna get along. I simply wanted to challenge myself.....well mission accomplished there :LOL: I'm probably not gonna do that long of a ride again but man the fact I even...

2 days in.....startin to feel that urge slowly coming. Of course, being stressed, angry and depressed with the world it can all make the ingredients for an urge to swoop in.

I wasn't sure if joining one of these forums would be beneficial to me or not. I've been having a hard time staying away from it. Sometimes just not thinking about the problem and just stay busy and get things done, get into a rhythm or habit(s) can be helpful for me. Consistently thinking about...