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    Low sex drive

    These past weeks have been depressing and I’ve finally admitted im not normal. I need help. I need discipline. I’ve been PMOing every day for the past 7 days and I’ve hated it as much. I haven’t been able to control myself. I gave up but I realized I’m only hurting myself in the long run so I...
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    Low sex drive

    Day two of hardmode; Woke up with a sting erection, worked out for a while then I got to work. No urges to PMO just bad thoughts of having sex with every attractive lady I see. I’m glad I made it through and I look forward to to going harder tomorrow.
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    Low sex drive

    Today I’m glad I went without no social media, I decided not to think bout my reboot and PMO. There were urges to MO but I tried to stay busy by reading and watching videos of B. Church on YouTube and that was very helpful. After yesterday’s MO, I’ve decided to go harder and cold turkey starting...
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    Low sex drive

    I feel so lifeless 😫 rn. How do I regain control of my mind?
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    Low sex drive

    I failed. After 2 months of going without MO. I had no urges for PMO or any sexual activity. I had a disappointing text from someone and that was it. I MO’ed without porn tho I couldn’t even get a 40% boner(didn’t even feel that good). I know how this might end because I’ve been down this road...
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    What you give is what you get (I went 580 days. Relapsed. Finally back on track.

    Today, I haven’t been able to get my mind of sex or PMO. This is hard I admit, there’s been an urge for M but I know that leads to P. Few minutes ago I saw a 30 sec sex leak and I think I might have done that on purpose. I still try to prevent myself from going through random profiles of ladies...
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    Low sex drive

    I’ve reading through other journals and interacting with others on here but still no success. Rebooting isn’t so easy I guess.
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    Low sex drive

    It’s like I’ve made up my mind to have a relapse. This isn’t the first time feeling like this. Today I’ve tried everything just to keep myself from thinking bout sex or PMO but that sh!t stuck in my head
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    Low sex drive

    I can’t stop my mind from thinking bout a relapse. I keep “a relapse is the road to recovery” in my head. I called a female friend over so I could have some company but I’m thinking bout sending her away so I can PMO or MO( I don’t want any of those anyway)
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    Journal for my reboot

    Anytime there’s an urge to watch porn, think bout how miserable you feel after. I sometimes come on here to read other journals and covers with others so I don’t fall off track. I’ve been able to go 2 months without M, deactivated my Snapchat, ig too but I find myself downloading Twitter again...
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    Low sex drive

    For no reason, I can’t keep my mind of sex. The urge gets stronger and stronger each day and I don’t trust myself to be able to do this.
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    Low sex drive

    Today, I woke up with no boner, had to quit taking honey mixed with herbs so I could get erection. Decided to quit and let my mind and body heal in a natural manner. I get desires for sex or sexual activities which pushes me to PMO( I haven’t). I’ve read bout others talking bout M without porn...
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    What you give is what you get (I went 580 days. Relapsed. Finally back on track.

    I’ve been following your journal and I’m must say you’re doing a great job Nd I’ve learnt so much which I hope I’ll be able to live by so I can have a normal life. Even with no cravings, I go back to PMO everytime I’ve had a bad day. I’m still depressed and anxious bout getting a gf or I guess I...
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    Low sex drive

    Hey, I just read your comments on my post and I’m so glad you did. I was watching some videos on fb just a while ago when I figured I was 50% hard. The yearn for PMO grew stronger and I almost had relapse but I got on here instead to read the success stories of others. That helped and I’ll be...
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    Low sex drive

    Haven’t masturbated in almost 2 months and I’m confident I can go without it but my mind sometimes pushes me to watch if not porn any x rated content. Deactivated a few of my socials but for some reason the yearn for porn gets stronger and stronger
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    Low sex drive

    I’ve been jacking off with hardcore porn for 6 years now. There was a yearn fo fuck every girl I set my eyes on. This is hard to explain but I try. Haven’t had sex in years since I took the short route. This year I realized I couldn’t keep a firm erection for penetrative sex and I lost a girl...
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