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    Pornstars to hookers to freedom

    Hi @Oscar40 thanks for your input. It is not exactly legal in my country but it is fine in that context, I dont care about the legality. But it is definitely frowned upon in my culture. I am just scared that when I do actually get involved with a girl that I won't be able to perform and it...
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    Pornstars to hookers to freedom

    I don't know what day it is and I least care about it as well. But I have relapsed. Since last time almost from a month I have been on porn a couple of time not too many but enough to say it was a relapse. Today I ended up with a prostitute and she took really good care. But still there was this...
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    Pornstars to hookers to freedom

    Around day 153: I relapsed last night. I got drunk and then ended up using porn for the first time in the last 5 months. I haven't reseted my count because it was just once that happened and I didn't look for novelty and I watched for 10 mins in total and that I have not binged on it. I was...
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    Pornstars to hookers to freedom

    Day 120: First of all I am proud of my self that I haven't fallen into my temptations and I am not going to PMO ever again. Though from 2-3 days I am having some urge again and I have been reading about a red light district near me so this is probably the reason. But I have no desire or feelings...
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    24year old guy with PIED

    Keep it up dude, I am at day 108 and have no libido, same as you explained it feels dead and I dont even get morning wood. I think it would take me more time to heal as I started out on porn pretty young and in the last 2-3 years I have seeked novelty and made things worse. Wish you all the...
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    Pornstars to hookers to freedom

    Day 69: thoughts about porn is crossing my mind a few times, but I am committed to celibacy so it doesn't matter how strong or weak the temptations are I am strong and self disciplined and can control my mind.
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    Doing Real and my last Reboot from today

    Hey bro reading your journal I realise you are doing the same mistake that I did. I kept focusing on not doing any pmo which kept my focus on it all day and at the end of the day or a couple of days I did it after again. I have been trying to stop pmo from 4 years now. Have been successful...
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    Pornstars to hookers to freedom

    Day 62: Its been 62 days since no pmo and I just feel amazing that I came this far. This has been the most number of days I have refrained from pmo since age 10. Last I did was of 2 months. This time though I feel I actually did it. I haven't felt the urge to watch porn from a long time though I...
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    Pornstars to hookers to freedom

    Day 44: I fell into my temptations and visited the parlor. It was a horrible experience I ejaculated as soon as she got undressed and after that I wasn't able to get it up. And I didn't even feel aroused by kissing and stuff. It is not meant to happen again ever. This time I commit to complete...
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    Pornstars to hookers to freedom

    Day 43: I am going through a flat line right now and there is no libido for porn. But I am having intense craving and shiverings to visit a massage parlor. I want my porn poor effects to fade off as fast as possible so I am on no orgasm as well. I can't control visualisation of me visiting the...
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    Pornstars to hookers to freedom

    Day 15: have brain fog post 12 noon up until evening don't know if its due to diet or porn. When I woke up in the morning it wasn't there. Still I am going to stay committed to no PMO.
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    Pornstars to hookers to freedom

    Day 14: two days update, day 13 and 14 were very difficult for me. I have never been this way before. Was very confused if I should or should not be going to the massage parlor. I had panic attacks and anxiety I have never experienced before in my life. My heart beat was very high for two days...
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    Pornstars to hookers to freedom

    Day 12: I joined this forum 10 days ago but my back story first... It goes back to when I was 10 year old. I was introduced to the idea of sex and porn for the first time then. I have a strict parent (not that I blame them for anything anymore) and soon I found my escape in porn. I used to watch...
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    Brain fog

    Hey guys! I am 24 and have been a porn addict since 10 figured out that porn is a problem 2-3 years back since then trying to stop PMO but haven't been successful though earlier the frequency was much more but recently I have been consuming porn 1-2 times in 10 days. I have been having intense...
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    20 year porn use, PIED from hell.

    This forum looks like something I needed from a long time. Hey guys! I am 24 and have been a porn addict since 15years figured out that it is problem 2-3 years back since then trying to stop PMO but haven't been successful though earlier the frequency was much more but recently I have been...
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