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    serious damage 24 from India virgin no female friends

    Hi everyone I am 24 from India addicted since 2012 when I was like 12 years old I started watching p*** as a timepass but time I didn't know how it became habit and in 2016 I got addicted it was very hard to quit that them but now it is more hard and it is getting more and more hard I don't know...
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    Lost in life due to porn

    It has been around 8 years that I have been facing this problem related to p*** I've got a dictate since I was like 12 years old now I am 23 but still addicted to bond it is not helping anyhow my means my education is not that good go in my concentration is very focus is not I don't know what to...
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    Career advice that is need. Please

    I'm currently pursuing my post graduation. But that pg course is not that involving. I ofcourse like that course. But the college i got is not that engaging. I planned earlier the addmission that i will study for government exam. But this exam need continuous and rigorous study. I have tried...
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    Male 23. Pmoed for 8 years. Trying to quit since 2 years but still failing regularly

    It has been two years that i have been trying to quit. I'm trying my best maybe. But after some time i just feel p is normal and then i got back to it.once i have slipped i just binge p. And masturbates multiple times in a single day. And this occurs for like a week or two. This is increasing my...
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    Attraction that i dont want

    I'm pursuing my post graduation,I'm in 1st year. This is just starting of our session. 2-3 days ago i saw this girl and i got attracted toward her. In my past experience with girls as friends i was badly screwed up. It's was the main reasons i relpased after being 129 days clean . And then went...
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    Physically and mentally destroyed completely

    Tod i went to a homeopathy doctor for the problems i am facing cause of porn. They were joint pains , numbness of various parts of body at different times continuously when I keep them still. Mental fog. Irrational thinking all the time. Sleeplessness. And even sleeping too much. No proper diet...
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    Anxiety and social anxiety

    Today we had our orientation programme. And i had to introduce myself in front of everybody (all men). I was anxious and my intro went very bad with no confidence at all and performance was very poor. It may me cause of inferiority complex that caused this. I never had this complex and i think...
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    Day 7 and reading books

    This new year started with no more pmo. But since some days i feel like i want to see porn and masturbate. I am feeling this strong feeling for porn. I'm feeling this king of romantic feeling for porn. I don't know what it is . But when I ask myself questions. The answer is there is nothing...
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    Day 6 and brain fog

    Since yesterday i have been experiencing brain fog. Previously such type of brain fog and impaired thinking had led me to relpase and edging. But today I'm hopeful and sharing this with you and getting a feeling of connection and hope will surely not relpase. Still my strategy is not properly...
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    Objectifying women and low self esteem

    Because of porn i have started objectifying women. What I do is if i see any beautiful women on street or on tv on a daily life basis what I can this is just what amount of great orgasm it may provide me. I just look at pictures and masturbate then that's it. Prior to porn in my life i would...
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    4th day and rationalising

    Feel brain fog. Right now my brain is trying to rationalise with me and making me feel sick so that i should just relpase. As new year began I quit. But this fourth day of new year in sick and tired of this fighting and losing like always. Still I'm keeping strong. Since 2 months i m on this...
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    Looking for an Indian friend who can help here with following issues

    I have brain fog. My joints are weak. All the joints are sounding/cracking very much. Depression and anxiety. Social anxiety. Isolation. No day to day interest i life. Lost will to quit. Lost will to live. My physical health is deteriorated very badly. Exercising since 3 years with no changes...
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    Edging. Health deteriorating so much

    I would like to know how people talk about porn addiction to their friend in person cause that is the one thing i lack in my quitting plan. I really need a guide in this case. It has been 9 days I have been edging and it's making me depressed and anxiety has in creased. Sleep disorder and mood...
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    Good for 17 days, then edged for 7 days(multiple pmo). Now trying to get back on saddle

    Due to exam and other stress i relpased and have been edging since 7 days. I was good but i relapsed again. Brain fog and Facebook using caused my relpase. And one more thing that i lack in my quitting plan is a person to talk face to face. I don't know whon to talk to . Cause i don't have much...
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    I relpased and I'm ashamed

    Exams were not that good. I won't qualify them. And i have started pmo again and edging again. I'm ashamed to tell this but yes am back to p. I'm back where i started. I don't know what to do. I just look at it. The problem i came across was a girl i trusted with my feelings played with them and...
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    Exam stress and relapse

    Today my exam was there. Didn't go well. I'm stressed and my anxiety has increased today. For now for like 4-5 days i have to stay alone. I'm scared .I'm alone right now. I'm scared that i might relpase. But i need to be strong
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    Exam tomorrow

    Tomorrow i have really important exam. I was okay till past two hours. Bust now 12 hours before exam I'm feeling stressed. I feel anxiety. I'm scared. But one thing to note that since today I'm feeling this feeling that i used to feel life without porn. This feeling is just different. It can't...
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    14 days clean. And having some questions

    Dues to excess masturbation my joints stared making a lot of sounds ,my every body joint pains, my neck and my back pains. Now this above things have stopped after taking medicine,i still am taking medicines for these problems. But 14 days in this. Since 4-5 days this symptoms are getting worse...
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    12 days pmo free

    Feels great when you do something like this world around you change. Yes, there are carving mood swings bipolar that shakes me but. I'm trusting the process and moving forward. Got exam coming this week preparing for that nicely . Just hope i clear that exam. Cause that exam is very important. I...
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    10 days p free

    It's has been 10 days in reboot. Mood swings have occurred severly. Concentration has decreased than ever. Brain fog has worsen. Sleep quality is adversely affected. Connection to people have reduced, I'm not even intrested in people any more. But above symptoms are just a withdrawl. I read this...
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