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I am starting over. The last two days I have used. I have PMO'd. What is worse is that it was at work, as I thought it would be easier to hide from my partner this way. No evidence. I am disappointed and disgusted at myself. I cannot believe I was able to get to nearly two weeks and now, in the...

Day 6 AR (After Relapse) - This week has not been terrible. I did MO one time, but not to porn and no stimulation. Is this ok? I feel like it is. Today, Saturday is starting to feel like when I relapsed. My partner is at work and I have very little to do today. However, this week has gone...

Day 12 --> Day 0 I broke. I broke. A lazy Sunday. A day in which I had nothing to do. And yet, that was one of the hardest things. I had nothing to do to keep my focus. Nothing to keep me from breaking. the urge became too much. I will say this. The disgust I had felt when I first started...

Day 12 - The Struggle My partner and I had sex again yesterday. I feel like she tried to initiate it but once again, IDK, it wasn't great. I suffered a PME again... its frustrating as all hell. She went to work today and I am struggling. I want to just feel some sense of pleasure, safety...

Day 10. That to me is insane. I think it is the longest I've gone without porn since I was a teenager. Maybe even longer. It is certainly the longest I've gone without Fapping since I was a teen. While I've had sex twice, I'm finding it more difficult as the days go by. My partner is certainly...

Day 6 - How did I get through yesterday? I honestly don't know how I got through yesterday. The struggle to contain my urges was almost impossible. I was doing anything and everything to keep me from breaking. It was on my mind all day. But I did it. I somehow did it. Today is a snow day...

Day 5 - A Struggle Today is day 5 for me. After my slip, I needed to reconsider if I was starting from day 1 or not. I've decided I am ok with the slip. I consider it like the inhaling of others' smoke when quitting smoking. I am glad it happened though because it reaffirmed my intention to...

Thank you for confirming. I will continue the count of days, knowing I slipped and didn't fully relapse. That being said, I think it helped honestly. Yesterday, I did not have one urge. Today i am dealing with some, but that is why I am about to write my post. Thanks Fappy.

Day 3 - Mid Day my partner and I had a fight today. She's been moody since I started this, in combination with some other things. she seems Frustrated at how I didn't seem to be taking this seriously until now. We managed it. In between, I went to the bathroom and minorly slipped. I looked at...

Day 3 - The Dream So I awoke this morning having slept terribly. I had a dream last night that I was using PMO beside my partner in bed in the middle of the night. It felt so real! But when I looked at my phone this morning, thinking I would have left some kind of evidence behind, nothing. I...

Dude, I feel you. The phone is one of the hardest things because of its convenience. Opposite of you, I was/ am a morning person. But the phone is right there is hard. I too and choosing to visit here when I am feeling an urge to PMO. But its hard. I am only on day 2, and this day 2 is harder...

Day 2 Today marks day two. I think it's been about 42 hours since I last watched porn. I am writing here, and now, because I just finished work, and my partner is at the grocery store. While I wait for her to come home, I needed to do something. So I am starting with this. I will say this. I...

Thanks Fappy. In honesty, reading that a relapse will happen almost gives me hope. I know quitting smoking took me 4-5 tries. THis is the second time ive tried to give up Porn, and the first time using the forum. I am hoping the Forum is the tool I need.

Thank you. It is appreciated.

I've known I've had a problem for a long time. Not only was I using porn once a day at least, when it got really bad I was using 3-4-5 times a day. If my partner isn't home, it was almost an instant reaction. She would leave for work at 5:20 in the morning, and id hear the door slam, and I would...