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    DE in long term rebooter

    Hi! After 1 year of no PM [with some O with "bone-and-flesh" partners], I find myself much better than in the beginning. I started having problems to achieve an erection, managed to get it up, but then found that I couldn't ejaculate. That also was improving and eventually I managed to finish...
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    One year without porn

    My journal: http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=3176.0 Well, I think it's time for me to post a success story, given that today by 22:00 I'll be making one full year without porn and masturbation. I have had orgasms, but only with my gf [which I left], but I had completed five...
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    Have I relapsed?

    I know it's not a very smart question to ask, but I'm asking for your opinions here. Tonight I was at home and I remembered that I had the possibility of searching and looking at P. It was so automatic, I found myself searching for a few keywords in a website. I even opened a video and fast...
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    Long lasting anxiety

    This is an issue I don't see discussed as often as I think it should. I refer to reboots that has months of crippling anxiety. See: http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=842 I was/am in the same situation. Several months of anxiety that has made me loos weight, being almost incapable...
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    Joking and conversations

    Hi! I'm 90+ PMO free. Lately I've been feeling that I don't joke around and have less interest in conversations, and difficulties raiseing topics. This didn't affect my relationship until a couple of days ago. I'm worried I'm turning into a boring person. I'm feeling really tired, also. Do you...
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    Is my reboot gone?

    Hi! yesterday I had sex with my gf. I didn't use any porn fantasy or anything, but after it I felt like I had PMOed. It was strange. I also came too quick, which is not my experience after beginning the reboot. I was thinking about it and now I can see that yesterday's sex was more ferocious...
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    How does your progress look like?

    When I read YBOP or similar sites, I get the idea that the "consensus" progress of rebooting is something like this: two or three weeks of hell, then constant but steady improvement till 90 days or so while you get superpowers. I know everyone is different, but that's the "consensus" as I said...
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    SSRIs and libido

    Hi! this is a bit off-topic, sorry, bur I feel it belongs here somehow. My gf takes SSRI medication for her depression, and that kills her libido. We have sex, and she turns on, but no matter how much time we spend on her, she doesn't climax, as she told me the other day. She even tried not...
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    Withdrawal: feeling dumber

    Hi! I'm now more than two months clean, and I've to say that there are days that I feel dumber, compared to when I was PMOing. Is this normal? I think it can be explained as a byproduct of anxiety. Does that makes sense? Thanks!
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    Recovery, anxiety and the immune system

    In the process of recovery, I'm feeling a lot of anxiety. It's like I'm stressed out for no particular reason. Anyway, I think this is fairly normal, as I can read from another reports. My therapist told me also that this is an effect of sobriety. But what I'm also feeling is that I'm getting...
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    ED into DE into PE

    Well, I'm wondering if someone is/have been in the same situation than me. When I was consuming pornography, I had trouble getting it up with girls (ED). Then I stopped, and in a couple weeks I was able to stay hard as wood with my girlfriend, but couldn't ejaculate. I lasted and lasted until...
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    Tostadora: 4 years working on it

    Hi! I've my own journal that I keep in my native language, but I felt it'd be good also to have a log here where I can share my experiences. First, a little story. I discovered I was a dopamine addict when I crossed an article by Marnia Robinson in a RSS feed I used to read. I identified...
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