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  1. Gooner

    Crawling from the wreckage

    Well done, another milestone ticked off. Your not alone, we are all in this together, we all know how the others feel, we're all here if you need any help & every day your sober is an inspiration to someone else, keep up the great work 👊
  2. Gooner

    Another story - probably the same as everyone else

    Well done, that is some achievement. You've been strong, determined & now you know that you can do this, you know where your heading.......big up man!! 👊
  3. Gooner

    The long & winding road....

    Had a good day yesterday, it took me back to my residential (which was only 2 & a half weeks ago but seems like a lifetime ago now), haha good chat on the phone with one of the guys who is struggling with letting go, the good thing is he was comfortable reaching out to me, sharing his problem &...
  4. Gooner

    My journey to be a better man.

    Thank you for sharing that @guitar1968, sometimes i wonder if its harder fighting this being in a relationship & having sex, or being single & no sex at all. Never really thought about being in a relationship/not having sex while trying to fight this tho, yes i can only imagine thats tough. You...
  5. Gooner

    The long & winding road....

    At my rehab/residential we were challenged to tell more than 2 people about our addiction, tbh I was already thinking about this, I am sick of living this secret life, sick of what it does to me, how it keeps me alone. For more than 30yrs I have followed the career of Paul Merson, a professional...
  6. Gooner

    The long & winding road....

    At my rehab/residential we were challenged to tell more than 2 people about our addiction, tbh I was already thinking about this, I am sick of living this secret life, sick of what it does to me, how it keeps me alone. For more than 30yrs I have followed the career of Paul Merson, a professional...
  7. Gooner

    Crawling from the wreckage

    Well done, i love your attitude towards your porn addiction, its like "you've wasted my time for years, now go away & leave me alone" that's a great way to think of it. I find now aswell it really helps when you write things down, more so than on somewhere like this is writing it down on paper...
  8. Gooner

    The long & winding road....

    I think only time tells us if we are off the cycle, i guess its only as triggers get less & less that we feel we are off of it. I have got to look into going back to a SAA group tho, that is another tool & another part of my support for tge future.
  9. Gooner

    The long & winding road....

    It really was amazing, feel so positive about the future now. By all means DM me if you want to know more about it @guitar1968
  10. Gooner

    Another story - probably the same as everyone else

    Thanks, to be honest i dont think about how long its been much these days, im single now & am staying that way for the foreseable future i think, am determined tho not to masturbate on my own so that keeps me going. I agree about the partners tho, read a post from a wife of a trucker (i drive...
  11. Gooner

    I dont know what to do

    So sorry to read your post, i too am a trucker (was long distance) who used porn & yes cheated aswell. A few months ago i thought i would never get out of this addiction, i am now in reccovery, i have done an intensive residential course with other porn/sex addicts & now have a very different...
  12. Gooner

    Crawling from the wreckage

    Sending this poem, really made me think when it was shared with me.....
  13. Gooner

    Another story - probably the same as everyone else

    I actually agree about the solo masturbation, i am now 75 days without anything, PMO MO or release. On my residential one discussion was about "Mindful Masturbation" but like you i think it should be with someone, i know where doing that alone could lead me. The nxt time i do anything sexually...
  14. Gooner

    The long & winding road....

    Morning @GBS, sorry i havent been on for ages, i am doing great thankyou, how are you? I went to the residential, it was an intensive 6 days, there were 8 of us, various ages, backrounds, religions, careers (abit like the A-Team lol) but it was amazing. We bonded like nothing ive ever...
  15. Gooner

    Another story - probably the same as everyone else

    Well done & the urges with your with small steps that they are, are still steps in the right direction
  16. Gooner

    Crawling from the wreckage

    There is something to invent......a reality stick
  17. Gooner

    The long & winding road....

    Day 54 PMO/MO & midway point yesterday on my residential, told my story to the other 7 guys living the same life as me, withing 2 days we have become like a "band of brothers" already & from such diverse backgrounds & careers I may ad. The feeling I had peeling everything back & opening up was...
  18. Gooner

    The long & winding road....

    Thanks guys, sorry I'm not on here much this week, I am attending a residential for addicts, there are 8 of us all in the same boat all trying our best to understand & sort this out once & for all. I appreciate your messages & will be back on at the weekend if not sooner. Take care guys
  19. Gooner

    Another story - probably the same as everyone else

    It's a start tho, I've not when had that
  20. Gooner

    The long & winding road....

    Yes your right it means exactly what you think, by being sorry are you what I think you are? 😳
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