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  1. Shodan

    The Road Less Travelled

    Thankyou my friend! I hope you’re feeling stronger than ever!
  2. Shodan

    The Road Less Travelled

    Thankyou @Blondie I hope you’re doing well and going strong! Those little blips on the road to recovery are nothing to us big dawg - you got his brother! You inspire me still 👊🏾
  3. Shodan

    The Road Less Travelled

    I haven’t posted in a long time. I’ve not succumbed to any temptation even though I’ve had some rough days mentally (imagery, urges and the like) I’ve not smoked weed or cigarettes since October and I’m now the cleanest I’ve been my entire adult life. I’m at 295 days and man i am proud of...
  4. Shodan

    Cold showers

    Yeah cold water is awesome!! God knew what he was doing when he filled the oceans with the cold stuff! 8 mins is still very impressive my friend!
  5. Shodan

    The Road Less Travelled

    I appreciate the feedback yet again brother. It helps to settle my overthinking. I’m glad abit more each day that I will never have to climb this mountain ever again. I hope you’re well. Godspeed.
  6. Shodan

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    It ain’t over til it’s over brother. You can do this, I agree you should attend the gym and try and workout in the mornings. Arrest that loose energy early in the day and set the tone for the rest of they day. It’s not easy my friend, if it was everyone could it. The fact you recognise it’s no...
  7. Shodan

    The Road Less Travelled

    123 days. Feeling good, it’s familiar. I’ve been here before and way further past it too but unlike last time the effort goes into the days instead of just counting them. I am a little concerned however, whenever I talk to my lady friends and there are two I am in regular contact with, while...
  8. Shodan

    my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm

    Believe it!! It’s all you brother. Excellent job on 235 days! You’ve got this in the bag. Keep up the good work!
  9. Shodan

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    I appreciate that brother, long may we both, long may we all keep on keeping on! It’s all up from here 👊🏾
  10. Shodan

    The Road Less Travelled

    Aaah I see, I appreciate the feedback brother! I wasnt sure what the rest part meant there bro, thanks for clearing that up. In recent weeks I’ve felt more compelled to seek out a sexual partner, I haven’t the urge to PMO. Those impulses are weak if they’re still active at all! I don’t even...
  11. Shodan

    The Road Less Travelled

    Can you expand on this for me please @Androg? What you mean exactly, reset? Should I be worried here?
  12. Shodan

    Porn is not an option

    ALMOST! 🤣🤣🤣 glad you held that back!!!
  13. Shodan

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    It’s all you brother 👊🏾
  14. Shodan

    Porn is not an option

    Easy work brother, easy work. One domino after another 👊🏾
  15. Shodan

    The Road Less Travelled

    121 days. The funny thing about this new trajectory I am is I can sort of see why certain happen, mentally physically. Last night I had me a nocturnal emission, the reason I don’t say wet dream is because there was no dream. Atleast not one I can remember anyway. If I did it was insignificant...
  16. Shodan

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    BRAVO! Easy like a Saturday morning brother, light work 👊🏾
  17. Shodan

    I AM.

    I am ‘I am’ is an open door for all that I am to enter. You could never be in want of proof or lack the evidence of that which you are aware of being. This being true, why not become aware of the evidence of being great, God-loving, wealthy, healthy and all attributes that you admire? It is...
  18. Shodan

    The Road Less Travelled

    120 days today. While I’m deeply encouraged by the number of clean days gone by I’m much more engaged by putting effort into the days as opposed to counting them. No it isn’t easy, not always but with time it has gotten easier. Over the last 4 months I’ve built healthy habits that I had no...
  19. Shodan

    Porn is not an option

    Excuse me for the long reply brother, I think the time difference is a factor, I was probably fast asleep when you sent this BUT im glad, very glad to hear that, always nice starting my day with good news. It’s seems quite apparent you’re still much healed and that minor blip was just that...
  20. Shodan

    Finally, I'm doing this…

    Man I so damn glad you said that, we can all take something from one another because we all have a different perspective - hope is not a strategy, I like that a lot brother 👊🏾 In my worst period around the same age of 24/25 (36 now btw) I can remember being shocked by my own brain performance...
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