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  1. Harrie

    My Best Decision Ever!

    I relapsed a couple of days ago and I haven’t been doing this for a couple days. But I’m actually going to try and do this. Every time I tried doing this I failed. But I have to stay focused. If I ever get tempted I will get Spotify open or play my instrument. Those usually helped me when I got...
  2. Harrie

    My Best Decision Ever!

    Day 2 porn free Today was also a pretty good day. I also only had mild triggers today but I’m proud of myself for getting past them. I know that you get dopamine for M, so I need to find a different way to get dopamine. I will gladly take any ideas. I was thinking whenever I get horny I would...
  3. Harrie

    My Best Decision Ever!

    Yeah that’s a great idea. Using it has brought me no benefits so I don’t know why I would even think that.
  4. Harrie

    My Best Decision Ever!

    Day 1 Porn free It’s been a pretty good day today. I didn’t have that many triggers and I got through the day with ease. But I’ve tried doing this before and I learned the it gets harder and harder as you go on. But by 2 weeks I think I’ll have the hang of it and I will not think about doing...
  5. Harrie

    Journal of my long journey

    Day 3 Pmo free
  6. Harrie

    Journal of my long journey

    Day 2 Pmo free
  7. Harrie

    Journal of my long journey

    I’m going to come back to this. Over that last couple of days I have watched p non stop. I kept getting more tired and more tired every time. So this needs to stop right now.
  8. Harrie

    Journal of my long journey

    Not so good. I had a relapse yesterday and whenever I relapse it seems to get harder to get back on track. But I know I will get through today since I have baseball.
  9. Harrie

    Journal of my long journey

    Day 1 pmo free Ok so there’s not much to say about yesterday. I did not think of P. It was a pretty good day. Peace.
  10. Harrie

    Journal of my long journey

    Ok so today is going pretty good so far. Have both thought of P at all today. Only 6 more hours till the day is done. I know I will get through today.
  11. Harrie

    Journal of my long journey

    So today was pretty bad. I did do pmo. But I’m not going to give up. Tomorrow will be a fresh start. I am going to shut my phone off and put it away for the whole day besides writing in this journal. Also I now know why the first week can be pretty hard, withdrawal. If anyone knows how to deal...
  12. Harrie

    Journal of my long journey

    So today I woke up feeling pretty good. But I kept feeling tired. So I went on YouTube and I saw some triggers. I eventually just looked at some pics that i did not think were harmful. But looking at those “un harmful” pics led me to looking at really harmful pics. I did the mo later but I did...
  13. Harrie

    Journal of my long journey

    Does anyone know if Mo counts as a relapse. I am pretty confused about what counts as a relapse.
  14. Harrie

    Striving to be better (journal)

    Let’s go! Great job on 3 weeks! That is an amazing accomplishment.
  15. Harrie

    Journal of my long journey

    But when I thought of the P I did not have any sexual urges. I count that as a win because that means I’m doing something right. I just know I can beat this and give it hell.
  16. Harrie

    Journal of my long journey

    Day 4 of pmo free Today was a pretty good day I did not think of P much. Only twice, once when I was in the car. I did not have anything to do so my mind kind of wandered. But I remembered what I was doing and I put my mind to good thoughts and nothing happened after that. The second time I...
  17. Harrie

    Journal of my long journey

    Day 3 of pmo free Ok so I’m starting to get the hang of this. I had a good relaxing day and I did not think of P once. Just like today, tomorrow I'm going to keep my mind focused on other things. Im also going to not be on the internet that long of a time tomorrow. That really helps me when I...
  18. Harrie

    A little support because I want to become Better

    Happy B-Day! Hope you had a good relaxing day! :)
  19. Harrie

    Here we Go...

    Keep on going! Glad your doing good. btw I’m doing good
  20. Harrie

    Finally sick and tired of being sick and tired

    Keep on going!!! Don’t give up!!! You got this!!!
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