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  1. Scorpio1990

    Do people really recover from Anhedonia?

    I’m just being honest, I’m starting think people don’t recover from this. I’m not trying to be negative but I’m reading a bunch experiences of people taking years and years to recover. I am definitely loosing hope no lie. I never had depression issues until I stopped PMO. It’s definitely ruined...
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    Experiment for recovery and hopefully maybe help others.

    Hey everyone so I have been patiently waiting for the my flatline to end, it has its ups and downs. I’m sure a lot people go through this but how long are we willing to suffer. I am looking for tools to help with this. So I am considering going to a retreat with professionals to do Ibogaine...
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    Psychedelic route for Reboot

    Hello everyone, I been reading a lot about the benefits of psychedelics specially with addiction. I am considering using this as a tool and not recreational. I never thought of coming this point but it’s something I’m constantly considering. I have definitely looked a one specific psychedelic...
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    My goal next year is to no longer be on these forums

    I have been thinking lately that I need to lay off from all these forums. They give me more anxiety on the whole recovery process. Idk how I’m gonna do this recovery because I keep reading mix things. All I can see is hardmode is the way to go. I will just cut ties from my gf and all women that...
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    New symptoms

    Hey everyone, idk if I’m the only getting worse with symptoms but now I feel like I’m getting hot, overwhelmed, bad anxiety, and feeling drunk like I can’t walk straight. This shit is pure hell. Idk what’s the point of holding a job if I can’t function normal anymore.
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    Overwhelmed with my own reboot

    I have been so overwhelmed with my reboot lately. I feel like I can’t live my potential. The Anhedonia sucks so bad. I try to keep busy but the constant thoughts of feeling numb is unbearable. Just venting. I’m trying to stay positive.
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    Going Hard mode until I get my Libido back.

    So I believe I am now single, my girlfriend wanted to take a break because she couldn’t handle my emotions this past weekend, which she told me Tuesday and made it clear today. I don’t do breaks because in my past I was hooking up with girls when they were on breaks including her. I think it’s...
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    Who has successfully rebooted with sex?

    I been feeling like so empty each morning, until today I felt pretty good. I had sex last night and I managed to get hard just seeing her naked. Some how I can manage to get hard when sex is around the corner. I can actually last and go three rounds. Unfortunately I orgasm. I know to abstain and...
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    Depression-Anhedonia-Flatline

    Never in my life have I felt so vulnerable. I feel so alone and empty. I know a lot us go through it. It’s just so difficult to keep going specially not having hope or motivation. The lack of pleasure is the worst symptom. It’s hard on the mind and body. I still struggle with insomnia and no...
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    Long Robooters Married Or In Relationships What Advice Can You Give

    I notice a lot of guys here struggle while in relationships, what advice can give specially those who struggle with Pied. The ones who been in a long reboot and haven’t gotten improvements or struggle with the harsh withdrawal symptoms.
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    The Flatline Obsession

    I know we’re all going through this but I have gained a obsession of getting out of the Flatline. I understand we have different journeys but I don’t know. I am doing my best to stay active and to try to live a normal life. It’s hard to go day to day thinking of not feeling drive or motivated. I...
  12. Scorpio1990

    Insomnia is the new way of life

    Insomnia for past 6 months has been hell. Sleep no longer feels comfortable. I now get anxiety because I can’t fall asleep when my eyes are forcing themselves shut. I tried sleep aids but none of that shit works. Real life sucks and sleep life does too. PMO withdrawals definitely makes life not...
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    The Depression sucks from the withdrawals

    I been dealing with Anhedonia and bad depression. It’s affecting my daily life. I been trying to stay positive but it’s definitely been a rough road. Sleep doesn’t help either. Sleep feels horrible. I have a therapist but with Anhedonia you can’t talk me out of it and hard having it every day...
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    Porn ruined my life, I am at lowest, don’t make the same mistakes

    Hi everyone, I just wanted to express how much I am bothered by the withdrawal from PMO addiction. I had been struggling with the symptoms for going to six months now. My anxiety and depression have flared up due to losing my gf. I just can’t accept that I lost her without doing anything bad. We...
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    Withdrawals and the constant fight to live

    As a lot of you know, I been through alot In these past months and it’s been constant hell. I think my recent break up flared up the pains and aches that went away. It’s been a non ending cycle. I am definitely scared that this shit won’t go away. My anxiety went back up and my sleep has been...
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    Doing 2 to 3 plus years in prison for PMO

    Im coming to a point in my life now that I am just going to accept that my flatline and reboot will take 2 to 3 or more years because it seems like a norm for most rebooters out in the forums. I am seeing majority of the guys say Orgasm will just keep me in the never ending cycle, it will be...
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    Successful sex in Flatline

    So when I was with my ex girlfriend I managed to get hard and have sex but with the lack of libido it didn’t last long or I was limited in rounds. I had sex with some other chick today and it worked fine which she really enjoyed. I know I’m still in flatline because I don’t feel horny. I also...
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    Month 5 with one symptom left

    Hey everyone so I am feeling much better physically. The only thing I am really dealing with is the Anhedonia aka Flatline. The headaches, fatigue went away, insomnia, lack of appetite , and nightmares went away. So the status of my ex girl or girlfriend at the point I’m still confused what we...
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    I lost my Gf because of the Flatline😔

    Hey everyone, it finally came to the end with me and my gf. So I went into Flatline in May and was freaking out because the way I was feeling. As the days went by and got worried because of how it would ruin my relationship with my gf. I had known her since we were 14yrs old. We had on and off...
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    Depression through the reboot?

    Does it get better? I have been feeling the withdrawal depression and it sucks. I want to keep pushing but I have no drive for anything. 5 months in now. I don’t want to take meds because I don’t want I make things worse or get pssd.
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