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Today was the most stressful day since my recovery journey. It got so bad to the fact that I gave in to P just to get some sleep. My sleep cycle has been ruined and honestly I'm a bit lost. I don't know if I'm going to beat this but I'll not give up. I'll get back up and try again This question...

Looks Like sleeps not coming easy these days as my mind is constantly trying to play tricks with me trying to pull me into that dark place I don't want to be. I try my best to be strong in those moments and try to look for the best in what I'm working towards. The future I'm trying to create and...

I've always wondered and ended up beating myself up as to why I'm unable to get past a week in my recovery journey. It always cone down to triggers such as stress and anxiety and normally are enhanced with a lack of sleep I've been encountering over the years and months. I can't quite remember...

Was going on a good streak but yesterday couldn't seam to keep the urges under control no matter the effort. It's a blow on my journey but also a lesson just have to learn from your mistakes. I'll not back down but get back up. Sleep is just as important in order to successfully fight this...

Trying as much to keep the urges at bay and refraining from any triggers. The day was okay and didn't experience stressful urges that would usually lead me to porn. Hoping for better days and looking forward to getting better as I Improve on my life and in order to do so... I must work towards...

Trying as much to keep the urges at bay and refraining from any triggers. The day was okay and didn't experience stressful urges that would usually lead me to porn. Hoping for better days and looking forward to getting better as I Improve on my life and in order to do so... I must work towards...

Today was a good day in a long time. Worked out and did most of the things I set out to do throughout the day. In all, it wasn't all bad except the time I felt I was getting easily agitated. I kept on getting annoyed even with the slightest of things and deep down I felt like a really terrible...

Today wasn't a bad day. I felt a little sluggish but that's understandable as I going through this recovery. I know it has it down falls along the way and I'm willing to take the step In order to achieve a better life. Experienced some urges but nothing I couldn't handle. I've noticed my urges...

The title says it all. A relapse one too many. 8 yes under the belt. 8yrs down the drain. Shall I continue troubling myself locked in a cage and feeling suffocated by this addiction? Tbh I don't know how long and I can't deduce the future but what I can predict is that I'm not staying down...

Hey everyone. For over 7yrs I feel like I've been stuck in somewhat sort of a loop. I feel like no matter how hard I try I still find myself back at square one and trust me I've tried. I took up working out frequently, meditating and have been reading a lot lately but I can barely get past a...