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    The path towards a new life

    1,5 months have passed. The last 6 weeks were tough, disappointing, but also very fruitful. Let's start with the bad news: I did not manage to achieve any long streak without PMO & MO. So that's very frustrating. I now only PMO'ed when I was feeling very depressed. It's not an excuse, but I do...
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    The path towards a new life

    Today I'm at day five without PMO and MO. Although there were some setbacks in the last 2 weeks, they are becoming more rare. The cravings are also mostly gone now. As are my sexual feelings; It feels like I'm entering the flatline. Besides stopping with (P)MO, I have also drastically reduced...
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    The path towards a new life

    So, 10 days have passed. It were days with heavy ups and downs. With the conclusion that indeed I’ll also need to give the MO a rest for a while. Although I haven’t made new profiles for sex chatting, I did go online on a chatting site which didn’t require an account, which in the end -...
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    The path towards a new life

    Wow. 9 months have passed since my last post here. I managed to stay off porn and sex chatting for some days, but then relapsed again. I somehow kinda decided this porn fapping wasn’t a problem after all. As a result, none of the goals I described earlier were achieved. And the addiction grew...
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    The path towards a new life

    Time flies. Almost a month since my last post. A lot happend during the last weeks. First of all the holidays. During the holidays, I've experienced some of the strongest cravings I've had in a long time. Something I read in a book triggered me, and it was like something took over the control...
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    The path towards a new life

    Almost a week has passed since my last post. It's been an intense week, with lots of ups and downs. Based on the self authoring suite from Jordan Petersoni, I've started to properly evaluate my life. Where I am right now, and where I want to go. I've only just started with this, and I notice...
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    The path towards a new life

    Hi Everyone, My name is Josh. I'm a 30 year old gay guy from the Netherlands, and I have been struggling with a porn and sex-chatting addiction for at least 10 years. Although it started quit innocently, things have escalated over the years. The continuous porn watching escalated my fantasies...
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