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    A Good Warrior once was weak too.

    I'm still here Hey there. It has been some months, and we're almost at the end of the year. Things got a lot better since the last time. No, I still didn't manage to purge the addiction completely, but this will be just a consequence because some huge stuff is already gone. Well, what to say...
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    A Good Warrior once was weak too.

    11 days clean Things to consider: What now? Well this is a good achievement but it isn't over yet. At least not completely. With Porn out of the way we gotta reprogram the system and keep the good habits otherwise it won't take too much for a relapse to come. Keep managing things well...
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    A Good Warrior once was weak too.

    Porn is gone. I finally feel free again. I knew it was a heart condition, I knew it. Even forgot this sensation. The feeling of not being controlled again. The feeling of not being so weak. May I never forget the sensation I used to feel everytime I finished relapsing. Crazy to think what...
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    A Good Warrior once was weak too.

    To remember: Everything starts with the mind and with beliefs Had a interesting conversation with a guy from my workplace today, he doesn't know about the problem, but what he told me will actually help me on this. We've talked about identity and about the pattern of man we should be, it...
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    A Good Warrior once was weak too.

    Thank you for sharing this resource, I'll take your suggestion into consideration. But I won't lie that I want this pride of having a counter with how many days I didn't relapse. When I first got clean I've been clean for quite a time, if I had that number that would actually give me some...
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    A Good Warrior once was weak too.

    Relapse When: Day 3. Thrice, but not on the same day. Triggers: My mental state got out of control. Countermeasures: I think I did what I could. But it wasn't enough to hit it on the root. What's next: I need to calm myself and get some grip first. Then Imma take a look in what's on my mind...
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    A Good Warrior once was weak too.

    Hello Everyone. Nice to meet anyone reading this. Call me by the nickname Peter. It's a good day today... I've joined this Forum and started this journal because I thought that maybe here was a place I could find some help. Background: I think I've been using PMO for almost 10 years or so. It...
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