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Day 31 Hey guys, i'm back again. Been doing great since the last post. i've been more focused and i have more energy in my day! I have reached my milestone! 1 week without Porn. It feels pretty good. My mind is going back to normal, thanks God. I have been looking at girls at a non sexual way...

Day 26 Hey guys, I'm still here! I did not give up! Like I said, I've been trying to not think about porn too much, still have relapses, still can't do a clean week, but my mind is getting better, little by little. Well, what can I say... My parents almost got divorced, very freaking...

Day 11 Hey guys, i disappeared again, i know. But i was clean for three days straight! I wanted to take a break because this was getting a bit too much, posting everyday i mean. I don't want this to feel like a chore that i have to do everyday, i want to always think of something to say...

Day 8 God damnit, i slipped again. PMO. Shit... Guess I wasn't better than I thought I would be haha. Man... I've got some shit in my head, you know teens shit. I think my case is a little different. People say that I'm 19-23 yo, shit... I look that damn old. It is difficult to go to school...

Day 7 Well, today was another day, at least a more relaxed one, it is a holiday in my country, so today i could rest a little. My father drank again, same story. Unfortunately i did watch porn. I did not PMO or edge, i just watched it, and it was really fast, it didn't even take 2 minutes, but...

Day 6 Hey guys, sorry for desapearing yesterday, i was extremely tired, i layed down on my bed and put on some music in my earphones, next thing i know, it's already 7am! So, about today, clean, yesterday i was also clean. I'm still struggling to not edge. it is really hard not to. I really...

Day 4 Unfortunately, i relapsed. I didn't watch P, but I did MO. Even though I didn't watch P, i did cheat, my mind still got that dopamine hit. I tried my best, but today the demons won. I lost, but I still won, 3 days is a new achievement for me. And I WILL beat this record, my first goal is...

I know we all will @Blondie, this is really a great idea! Having a journal here has been incredibly helpful to me! I have seen your journal, it has more than 40 pages! I hope I can get as consistent as you man. Getting all these Messages has been wonderful to my mindset.

Thanks for the welcome! i'm still new but im sure you guys will help me out! Thanks for the attention!

Day 3 Today was a great day, a busy day. The good thing is that for the most part of the day, my brain was focused in other things! Still clean! I feel like i didn't introduced my case properly in the first thread, so i'm going to give a brief story of how i ended up here. i'm in my late...

It is never too late! You will get this man! NEVER give up! We are all in this together.

Day 2 Man... today was very stressing. Well, school has been a drag for me, then work, then studing at home. My dad has drinking problems. Today he Drank a lot, said a lot of bullshit to me and my mom. I try to speak to him, but it's useless, he never listens. All this stress had me thinking...

Day 1 Today is September 1st, i'm still clean. . My mind is still on those things that i saw, most times i try to just shrug it off, it works most times. Man i hope i can reboot cleanly. i already tried to do this alone, didn't work. Some months ago i build the courage to speak to my to my...

Thanks man, i'm sure we all will get through this challenge! Read some of your journals, very inspiring things!

Just created an account, i'll try to post here often. It is time to be a better person, to have a better mind and control myself. Still got a hole life in front of me. Time to strap the belt for the rollercoaster ride. Hope you guys can help me with this incredibly demanding task. We all can...