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    Feeling a little better and moving forward

    Part of my getting better I just realized, was to stop staying stagnant and asking people the same questions about my problems.I was given advice, but apparently I wasn't listening.The last couple of days I have been feeling better.No awesome ( I don't anyone here feels that way), but I'm not...
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    CSAT or psychotherapist?

    After a long search I was able too finally find two different referrals for therapists.One is a CSAT that specializes in the addiction itself and I am assuming she will start at this point of my life and not really dwell on the past ( don't really know yet). The other referral is a...
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    PMO help

    Gabe thank you for reaching out. Unfortunately that is my main problem is that I can't find anybody to understand what I'm going through as they look at me as though they are dear in headlights. I've called 80 therapist and psychiatrist and none of them have room. This is my only outlet, and I...
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    PMO help

    So, I started to edge tonight, but this thing wouldn't go up no matter what I thought about, so I just gave up. Im over 2 months in and is this what they call Flatline or something else? Any help would be appreciated. I have very low lobido right now. Feels like I want to crawl up into corner...
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    PMO ruining marriage

    My friend it is certainly a real addiction.1000%! The reason why you don't see your partner as appealing as you once did,is because you have oggled so many images of women. You have an unrealistic super high bar of what women should look like.Remember, before the Internet and TV, the brain had...
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    Game plan advice.

    So I'm sure I've annoyed plenty of people with my going back-and-forth with my symptoms. So here's the deal. I've been at this for 2 months, and have had very little relief. Most of my PMO ing has been from visual imagery along with screen time pornography. I feel like anything I look on the...
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    Getting frustrated but pushing forward

    En un poco difficil convertirse en chaman de la meditacion cuando tango idea de como manejar pensamineto simples.Tambien odio estar solo cuando me scientology en mi camioneta, pero necesito enfrentar la ansiedad de frente.
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    Getting frustrated but pushing forward

    So I'm going on 2 months, and I feel like my labido is in the toilet. It's so frustrating, and I'm super scared that this is not going to work. I got every sexual thought in my head, and I don't know why my mind is so flooded.It's pulling out all stops. Every possible sexual role playing or...
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    Back in time

    I don't know if any of you are experiencing this,but during this process, it feels like I am going back in time the way Im feeling.Like my hometown and places I frequent seem to remind me of how it felt years ago.Am I loosing my noodle or have others experienced this?
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    Restlessness and intrusive thoughts

    I've been Sober for about 2 months and I'm having a very hard time sleeping. Waking up with anxiety. Would anybody think that medication might help out ? I also get these back and forth sexual thoughts. I see some people say that at the 2 month market everything starts settling down but I don't...
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    Please explain flatline for me.

    I feel like I am sexually confused because of porn.The thought process is relentless...am I gay or I straight, do I love my wife, am I not attracted to my wife...this what sent me into the hospital.I feel like I have some inner secret to keep and I'm depressed and anxiety ridden. So much so that...
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    Please explain flatline for me.

    I almost feel like I don't know what to trust. The words of people on here or the psychiatrist that thinks I'm bipolar. I was reading Some other post that this can get masked as bipolar disorder. I really have to be more vigilant about Reading literature and Stuff like your brain on porn. I...
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    Please explain flatline for me.

    I tried so hard to get a sexual thought. My mind is blank.I can't even think about my children amd their activities .Is this part of flatline
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    Hospitalized

    I flipped out and have been edging and having impulsive thoughts.They want to put me on meds which scares the shit out of me because they have sexual side effects and I don't want to kill my body.The whole reason I'm doing this is because I want to get intimate with my wife again. I don't think...
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    Brain Fog and delirious

    I don't even know were I am half the times and my surroundings look so different.I can barely write this sentence.
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    Very, very worried please respond.

    Would about "ALL" artificial stimilus.Meaning...Facebook, Youtube and other less than PG websites.It seems like I am triggered so easily.Psycho somatic symptoms to the 10th power.As soon as I even pickup my phone my crotch tenses up. like a turniquette is applied...all day!!! Im thinking about...
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    Very, very worried please respond.

    So unfortunately I edged again and when I orgasmed very little came out.Not like when I watch porn or edge all day. I hadnt masturbated in so long or watched porn..Is there something to worry about?Im thinking it is part of the rebooting, but I am scared beyond words. I feel like doing it again...
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    loosing this battle!

    Hey Blondie. Much thanks. I'm just really worried and stressed over all this.I never in a million years thought I'd look at the porn that I did. Thank God it was nothing illegal like some of dudes in these SAA meetings have mentioned. I left that crap because moderators where in chat rooms after...
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    loosing this battle!

    And I was going great for over 40 days and did it again! It was actually starting to go up half way by itself and I MO'd.Im loosing this battle man.I feel like Im getting dragged in so many directions with advice..."you shouldnt MO because it hurts your recovery",You should MO or could have...
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    weight loss helping with reboot and libido

    facebook kee Well being grossly obese you can see why I worry relentlessly. Outside of statistics, do you have any knowledge or experience with this subject? I would suspect alot of my issues will get resolved once I am down to a normal weight, but my worrying has got to have some sort of...
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