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I know it may not be that way for you at the beach, but 100 percent for me. If i notice a dude at the beach I don’t go “huh, he looks like a nice guy.” My brain looks at his ass. Because of the high consumption of porn all my brain can do when it sees attractive men in public is objectify them...

November 13th, 2022 Yesterday was a bad day. I didn’t relapse, thank God, but it was just a miserable day. The day started off rather nice. Went to a starbucks to study with a friend, got an oil change, washed my car, organized the pantry, baked some cookies. Then I hung out with my best...

Pick your head up king. Fuck the rewind button, that is never gonna an option. The only option is to get back up, stronger than ever, dust the dirt off, and keep running. It isn’t a “bad habit” that’s at stake, it isn’t your happiness, but your soul. Everyday spent wasting away is another day...

Thanks for the reply. Don’t worry, I didn’t feel as if you stepped over a line. I posted this so I can’t be upset if people talk about it. Thanks for sharing you story; you’re totally right. All addictions require the user to get more and more extreme. I feel that. I don’t really consider...

November 12th, 2022. I had considered tracking everyday by saying “This is day ____.” But that never seems to help so I’ll just ignore it for now. Yesterday was a a busy day again with classes and work. I got to study with Katie for 2 hours though. I didn’t get a lot of sleep so at the start of...

November 11th, 2022 Yesterday was Wednesday and it was overall a good day. It is the busiest day of the week. I start work at 6am, i have 6 hours of classes, and a Bible study at night. Though busy days can hurt sometimes, I appreciate them so much. I got home at 10pm so tired and at that point...

thanks for the feedback, i’ll try that out! :)

Hi, my name is Richard Maxwell, you can call me Max. I am 19 years old, currently working a full time job and attending college. I don’t really have a close friend to talk to about this stuff so here is my story laid bear. I grew up homeschooled and have a handful of siblings. At the age of 3-5...