Search results

  1. M

    Over and out

    Day 133 today I realized I have reached the target I set for myself months ago . It’s a 133 days since I started this journey and I have a few things to get off my chest . 1. When I started this journey I was at a point where I didn’t think it was possible by any means to be free from...
  2. M

    Starting this battle

    I just did . Thanks for your contributions
  3. M

    Starting this battle

    Day 133 today I realized I have reached the target I set for myself months ago . It’s a 133 days since I started this journey and I have a few things to get off my chest . 1. When I started this journey I was at a point where I didn’t think it was possible by any means to be free from...
  4. M

    Starting this battle

    Day 118…. nothing new to report, everything is good and in tune .
  5. M

    Starting this battle

    Day 113 ( of not consuming pornography) Pretty smooth ride , a few random urges but like I stated I am at place in my brain where I desire no craving for Pornography. For the first in this journey I MO’d on Wednesday and I’ll say this , I felt great relief although I don’t have intentions to...
  6. M

    Starting this battle

    Oh I see what you mean, that makes sense !
  7. M

    Starting this battle

    Yes I had wet dreams , especially in the period I had a ridiculous high sex drive . I think even a few days ago I had another one not sure I remember all the details involved . I appreciate all the help I get from your words and would love to know how you mean it can guage ideal ejaculation...
  8. M

    Starting this battle

    Day 110?????????? I put the question marks here today because today for the first time since this journey began I touched my self and orgasmed. My libido returned today and boy was I feeling great discomforts in my balls from erection without release , I didn’t look at porn , my brain still...
  9. M

    Starting this battle

    thank you brother . Even I can’t believe it sometimes and some really really tough days In there , I still have challenges but everyday is a day closer to being completely free
  10. M

    Starting this battle

    DAY 109 I think my body is adjusting pretty fine so far . Healthy mind , healthy penis, I think right now I’m surviving on flash backs lol . But the beautiful thing about them is that it doesn’t make me crave for pornography . Pushing for day 130 now
  11. M

    Starting this battle

    DAY 104 The last one week has been pretty much easy , no sudden urges , no off the roof libido etc . Could be one of those weeks or my body is adjusting to the routine now . Whichever way I’m truly happy with this journey that I’ve been on for 104 days. Onto day 130
  12. M

    Starting this battle

    Hey man, thank you for your kind words and what a journey it’s been so far . yes I am having real healthy sex just not enough to have my crave for it dail down a bit and at this stretch of this long journey that is what I’m currently battling with . But maybe this is a phase and at some point...
  13. M

    Starting this battle

    Thank you for your words
  14. M

    Starting this battle

    Day 95 this phase of this journey is called sexual frustrations , for well over a week I’ve had a ridiculous high sex drive and my girlfriend isn’t near , our schedules have made it incredibly hard to spend time together and all I Wana do is have sex lol. So I don’t get to have sex as much as I...
  15. M

    Starting this battle

    I would appreciate any pointers on more info on that
  16. M

    Starting this battle

    DAY 90 Made it to 90 days. Body feels good , urges returned yesterday through today and I mean urges for sex not to look for porn . My balls feel a little discomfort when this happens I’ve noticed almost like blue balls . I guess the last 15 years it got used to regular ejaculation and the...
  17. M

    Starting this battle

    Day 86 the last few days has been a breeze , no significant urges both to look for porn or MO and I realize now that I am closing in on day 90 which I think it’s unbelievable. Onwards as always in the midst of the struggles
  18. M

    Starting this battle

    Day 80 Day 77, 78 was a huge huge struggle and thankfully I didn’t fall for the trap of pornography and MO . Luckily for me I had a great time with my girlfriend on Saturday night and it was good. One thing I have noticed since I started this journey few months ago is that I actually reach...
  19. M

    Starting this battle

    Never felt anything like it , it was like my brain , my nuts were all fighting me . Thankfully I moved past it
  20. M

    Starting this battle

    Day 77 Today my brain nearly betrayed me , and as I type this it’s an ongoing battle. I am so horny and have erections so much that my nuts hurt a little bit and feel discomfort . I haven’t won this battle yet but I know I’m never going to give in. 77 days and I still have this urge to touch...
Top