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    Porn is not an option

    So impressed with the 600 day mark. Its inspirational!
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    I admit - I am addicted

    Thanks I appreciate it..I think part of the recovery is just coming here everyday.
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    I admit - I am addicted

    No I fell off the wagon. And i avoided coming here because I was a bit ashamed. I can't pin point when it happened... Perhaps it was mid Feb. Regardless, I have decided to press the reboot button and try again.. so far 2 days
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    Exciting days!!

    Gona try the same !! But strange part is now at 42 days without porn, I feel really good about it that I can keep it going. I expected it to be harder but I think this is where no MO becomes a challenge
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    I admit - I am addicted

    Day 46 in the books and ringing in the new year - new year goals - continue what I started and 2nd have more sex with the wife (more sex with wife than masturbation
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    I admit - I am addicted

    Thanks
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    I admit - I am addicted

    As I have been on this path to recovery, I recognize now how powerful this forum is. I am now on Day 32 without Porn, and by far the longest I have gone at a stretch. I am feeling proud but not satisfied. I want to keep it going. This doesn't mean there aren't urges, but I am finding a way to...
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    I admit - I am addicted

    Folks onto Day 25 now... I edged a couple of times but decided against going all the way - that being said I am feeling positive over making it this far
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    I admit - I am addicted

    Day 18 in the books.. I am.pleasantly surprised at how I am handling this. I don't have much of a motor drive - but at the same time I'm not finding myself in a dangerous position and on the edge. It just feels like the cons are overwhelming right now. What are your perspectives forum? Was the...
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    I admit - I am addicted

    Day 15 - decided against Fapping but still exploring the question of pros and cons of it, good news is I'm over half a month done which is most definitely one of the longest periods of control.inhabe ever had
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    I admit - I am addicted

    Day 13 - must admit, a few thoughts crossed my mind, the first question is - is it ok to masturbate without porn? Appreciate the insight -
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    I admit - I am addicted

    A CHALLENGE Day 11 - OK i have made it to day 11 - and i know this is one of the longer stretches I have gone without looking at Porn. How do i feel? Well, happy that i have made it thus far, but i also know i have a mountain ahead of me to climb. I just purchased a NEO Garmin Smart bike - why...
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    Porn is not an option

    Hmm, what is being described as flatline here?
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    The Infamous 90 Days!!!!

    This is SO exciting
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    Carl Smith - Living Free

    So impressed to see Day 464 @Carl_Smith - I am on day 8, so sometimes I feel like i have a mountain to climb, but seeing posts like this makes me realize that I can do it as well, one day after the next, one foot after another.
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    Discovering my potential through rebooting

    how are you doing your meditation practice? really glad bro your on day 14, keep going
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    I admit - I am addicted

    I appreciate all the awesome support. Happy to report that I have made it to day 8! @strongfuture89 - totally agree, infact this is a great spot - when you feel the urge just come on here and post - almost instantly there is a relief/disconnect.
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    Honoring the Ultimatum

    I am blown away by this video - I found it extremely hard to watch - in the short term I feel disgusted with myself that I was supporting this industry and just feel crappy. I do believe in the long term this will help with avoiding relapse.
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    I admit - I am addicted

    6 clear day have passed. Overall I’m feeling pretty good. I have to say - I really do believe that this forum is helping. It is keeping me accountable. Thank you @strongfuture89 for liking my previous post and taking the time to read it. I appreciate all the love and support from everyone.
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    I admit - I am addicted

    Day 4- Passed without many issues. Interestingly enough I am writing this update the same time and place that I'd catch myself looking at it. But so far, I am strong, and I am going to find another "prior to bed" habit.
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