Rebooting Journal
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Icandothis1102
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Day 16-
Thanks M
. Day 16 was a busy day so no urges whatsoever. About to sleep so onto day 17 we go!
Thanks M
. Day 16 was a busy day so no urges whatsoever. About to sleep so onto day 17 we go!Icandothis1102
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Day 17-
Easy day again. Been super busy so no time to think about PMO. Feeling a lot better and I can safely say I'm in this for the long haul.
Easy day again. Been super busy so no time to think about PMO. Feeling a lot better and I can safely say I'm in this for the long haul.
Icandothis1102
Member
Day 18-
Keeping it short, day 18 was successful and now we move to day 19.
Keeping it short, day 18 was successful and now we move to day 19.
Icandothis1102
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Day 19-
Another day down. I definitely feel a lot better. Am excited to see what 90 days of progress feels like. But that's ages away and I need to stay strong throughout. I need to take it day by day but I can do this for sure
Another day down. I definitely feel a lot better. Am excited to see what 90 days of progress feels like. But that's ages away and I need to stay strong throughout. I need to take it day by day but I can do this for sure
Icandothis1102
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Day 20-
Well day 20 was easy too. Its been super easy the past week. It might be due to the fact I've been super busy and exhausted by every night. But I do feel like I've turned a corner and CAN live a life without P. It's a massive achievement so far but I need to keep at it since I've seen people relapse when they were on very high streaks.
Well day 20 was easy too. Its been super easy the past week. It might be due to the fact I've been super busy and exhausted by every night. But I do feel like I've turned a corner and CAN live a life without P. It's a massive achievement so far but I need to keep at it since I've seen people relapse when they were on very high streaks.
Icandothis1102
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Day 21:
Well three weeks is comfortably the longest streak I've ever been on. I've felt some benefits but I know there so much more to come down the track. Let's keep going
Well three weeks is comfortably the longest streak I've ever been on. I've felt some benefits but I know there so much more to come down the track. Let's keep going
Icandothis1102
Member
Day 22:
Easy day again. Let's keep going
Easy day again. Let's keep going
Icandothis1102
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Day 23-
Felt a bit unmotivated and down in the morning but once I got out of the house I felt good again. I know there's going to be ups and downs with a general trend upwards so need to keep fighting. There's definitely light at the end of the tunnel. No going back whatsoever and however long it takes
Felt a bit unmotivated and down in the morning but once I got out of the house I felt good again. I know there's going to be ups and downs with a general trend upwards so need to keep fighting. There's definitely light at the end of the tunnel. No going back whatsoever and however long it takes
Icandothis1102
Member
Day 24-
Easy day and more motivated today despite being super tired from lack of sleep.
Easy day and more motivated today despite being super tired from lack of sleep.
Icandothis1102
Member
Day 25-
Early post because going to be out all night. Easy day again in regards to no PMO. Slightly down but all good
Early post because going to be out all night. Easy day again in regards to no PMO. Slightly down but all good
Icandothis1102
Member
Day 26-
Early post again. Relatively easy day again. Have a few urges and can sense my libido coming back. Other stuff in my life has me a bit down still but I'm not going to let that affect me too much. Usually I'd resort to PMO to relieve myself but it's good to see that I don't want to head towards that path again.
Early post again. Relatively easy day again. Have a few urges and can sense my libido coming back. Other stuff in my life has me a bit down still but I'm not going to let that affect me too much. Usually I'd resort to PMO to relieve myself but it's good to see that I don't want to head towards that path again.
Icandothis1102
Member
Day 27-
Quite a few urges today. Very stressful day because a lot of important work to do. Nearly peaked at a gif but stopped myself from doing so. I still need to get it into my head that I can't use PMO for stress release. It's a previous habit I have to break.
Also thanks M. Yeah let's keep each other accountable and make sure we both get to that huge milestone
Quite a few urges today. Very stressful day because a lot of important work to do. Nearly peaked at a gif but stopped myself from doing so. I still need to get it into my head that I can't use PMO for stress release. It's a previous habit I have to break.
Also thanks M. Yeah let's keep each other accountable and make sure we both get to that huge milestone
Icandothis1102
Member
Day 28-
Back to normal today. Less stressful day but it was a long day. No urges and hence was easy. Nearly a month soon!
Back to normal today. Less stressful day but it was a long day. No urges and hence was easy. Nearly a month soon!
Icandothis1102
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Day 29
Easy day. Really busy day so again now urges. 1 month tomorrow. First big milestone!
Easy day. Really busy day so again now urges. 1 month tomorrow. First big milestone!
Icandothis1102
Member
Day 30-
Super busy yesterday so I had no time to post. Another easy but yaaay first milestone achieved. Next stop 45 days
Super busy yesterday so I had no time to post. Another easy but yaaay first milestone achieved. Next stop 45 days
jakewickersham
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Your progress is super motivating, keep it up dude!
Icandothis1102
Member
Day 31-
Cheers mate I'm glad I'm helping out others whilst benefitting myself.
Day 31 was again easy. I had like no sleep last night because I had a major assignment due so literally slept the day off. Need to just keep composed when I get into pressure situations. I think the only way I will relapse now is if I get really stressed. Think the time when I used to PMO due to boredom is long behind me.
Cheers mate
I'm glad I'm helping out others whilst benefitting myself. Day 31 was again easy. I had like no sleep last night because I had a major assignment due so literally slept the day off. Need to just keep composed when I get into pressure situations. I think the only way I will relapse now is if I get really stressed. Think the time when I used to PMO due to boredom is long behind me.