2 days NO PMO/MO prior to 19 days of no pmo - relapse!

After my first relapse  Yesterday I began my reboot , and today I feel like my mind is makin me feel like I'm possibly gay !! I feel like certain things I think I do or say makes me feel like I'm being backwards AND AGAIN I FEEL INSECURE OF TALKIN OT GIRLS OF MY CHOICE... because I feel that it is a lie that I m living. I do not know why I must feel like this . its like life is forcing me to except somethin that I do not want it pains me that  I can not just be a normal guy like the rest of them. ALSO I feel like my family is beginning to wonder  because I'm not going out or doing anything social with anyone . This is not something I WANT at all HOW CAN PORN PLAGUE  one's life. please help
 
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