Thanks for the support guys, it really helps at times like this. Looking back on it, this particular relapse could have been averted. I let my guard down at the wrong time, I still have a lot of work to do.
DAY 1
I made a special effort to get out of the house today and keep myself busy. A bit too much time on the computer but at least it was with productive things and not aimlessly browsing the internet, or Youtube, or PMO etc. Back to the 2 hour limit tomorrow.
Though this is obviously quite disappointing to me that the weekend ended up like this, I am taking some comfort in the fact that I have done much better at getting back on the wagon than I did say, a couple of weeks ago when I relapsed for days in a row after a similar stint. A big problem I feel is that I am still too reliant on the internet as a sole source of entertainment. There are many other things I can and should do with my time. I want to feel more involved in my own life, rather than sitting and blankly ignoring it in front of the computer (or PMO-ing) while it all passes by.
DAY 1
I made a special effort to get out of the house today and keep myself busy. A bit too much time on the computer but at least it was with productive things and not aimlessly browsing the internet, or Youtube, or PMO etc. Back to the 2 hour limit tomorrow.
Though this is obviously quite disappointing to me that the weekend ended up like this, I am taking some comfort in the fact that I have done much better at getting back on the wagon than I did say, a couple of weeks ago when I relapsed for days in a row after a similar stint. A big problem I feel is that I am still too reliant on the internet as a sole source of entertainment. There are many other things I can and should do with my time. I want to feel more involved in my own life, rather than sitting and blankly ignoring it in front of the computer (or PMO-ing) while it all passes by.