Thank you for the fantastic posts and showings of support Reality, Anhaedra & Phoenix. I shall endeavor to do the same in return. Lots of great points that I will have to address in a future post as it is getting late and I should turn the computer off for the night.
DAY 1
It is disappointing & embarrassing to come on here and say this but for accountability's sake I must. While everything mostly went as planned and I had a great, productive, restorative weekend, I also relapsed yesterday and the day before. Both times I have done what I can to bounce back and not become too discouraged. Both times were during the day (which is unusual for me). I couldn't really think of any reason it happened other than I perhaps got too sure of myself and slipped into a relapse. The following day being the usual 'chaser'.
I have kept myself busy with exercise, catching up on creative pursuits and spending time with friends as planned. A combination of this, healthy eating and getting enough rest has helped me somewhat bounce back. Other than that, not much that can be done now except get back on the wagon, look out over the new few days and endeavor to do better this week.
DAY 1
It is disappointing & embarrassing to come on here and say this but for accountability's sake I must. While everything mostly went as planned and I had a great, productive, restorative weekend, I also relapsed yesterday and the day before. Both times I have done what I can to bounce back and not become too discouraged. Both times were during the day (which is unusual for me). I couldn't really think of any reason it happened other than I perhaps got too sure of myself and slipped into a relapse. The following day being the usual 'chaser'.
I have kept myself busy with exercise, catching up on creative pursuits and spending time with friends as planned. A combination of this, healthy eating and getting enough rest has helped me somewhat bounce back. Other than that, not much that can be done now except get back on the wagon, look out over the new few days and endeavor to do better this week.