im feeling more depressed and spiraling

[goodvibes144]

So i tried to no pmo once again a coyple days back. And not long ago this morning i  pmo. Only because  it feel as if everything and the universe thinks i might be gay. And even though i personally cant accept this  not because afraid of people knowing but  ,  having to live like this and be like this i feellike im trapoed in a shell  . I know something isnt right i dont believe im suppose  just be gay. Or bi or w.e  . I love women emotionally but sexually it is weak. And thats my fear . I only see myself being w a man marying a man ill throw up to sight of it. THE PORN turned me like this . And i feel like i cant come back to myself .my body has control over me .

 

[Zenreboot]

Porn has that devastating effect of changing your taste but it is unreal and only in your brain. You can reverse this effect and get back your sexuality. You just need to reboot and do no PMO for longer periods! Stay strong and keep on with no PMO!

 

[Stevew]

The sexual frustration for me is crippling. What makes it worse is i have a female staying at my house paying rent to my family... she is quite attractive (taken though so literally 0% chance)... does not help with shit.