Part of my addiction problem is attention seeking.
I seek attention by trying hard, sometimes too hard.
And I can get very defensive when I feel the attention is not reciprocated.
It also means I am too externally dependent for my own wellbeing.
I need to do more self affirmation.
I shouldn't be spending so much effort on others
I need to spend more effort getting my attention and winning myself over
I too feel the same way.It's hard to find something else that feels good so quickly and easily. Then again, nothing else in life is so easily available and possible. Nothing. Therefore this product is synthetic and unnatural.