Accidentally deleted my last post.
Anyway, today I came across an interesting forum. People discussed in depth the chatroom and performer subscription industry including
1. Ratio of earnings
2. "Professional" management of performers by companies (scum)
3. Career grind of performers (not unlike Uber drivers)
4. Unreasonable pricing and behavior (ripoff)
5. Deceiving subs with lies, ppv, shit quality, low quantity, unprofessionalism.
6. Commercializing on a grand scale
There is nothing innocent here.
It operates like the casino industry. Every performer and user is abused to the max. Every industry collaborator is a leech.
Most importantly, they aim to find and milk the simp:
The sucker who is dependent
The sucker who pays
The sucker who is fooled into paying more for shitty "private/exclusive" content.
The sucker who is seeking relationships.
The sucker who doesn't know their limits
The sucker who dreams
The sucker who indulges
The sucker who is addicted.
Most performers don't know what to do, or are just plain lazy and greedy. They won't ever get money worth their time.
Some are "professionally" managed by people experienced at tricking and milking simps, but at a big cost of their profit.
Only a very few are proper professional with business quality and sustainability.
Many are suckered into the industry with promises of fame and fortune. Think touts on the street luring girls to sign and pay for modeling careers of past.
And there are hundreds of thousands of these performers
It's a red sea and most are just a waste of everyone's time. Most end up ruined.
But because they have also ruined my life, I will have no sympathy nor empathy for them. To each their own. I have to save myself in the meanwhile.
Anyway, I found out I am a simp.
I don't pay, but I am weak.
I indulge myself
I bow to fulfil my desires
I give in to temptation
I am a simpleton.
It a painful realization but the truth.
At least I know now I'm a sucker.
I have weak morales.
I have low standards.
I am a simp.
Ok enough self bashing.
That's one less item in the "don't know what I don't know" category
Now that I know, I can start dealing or correcting it.
I don't want to be a simp.
Especially not a simp for this crooked industry.
I need to be an anti-simp.
I need to be a batter man.
Knowledge is power
Power means less deception.
Knowing what a shitty industry porn is helps me to climb higher.
Continue on being a better man.