Am i hard wired to porn?

[mpkl]

So, im 19 trying quit porn and masturbation habit.Started one year ago and failed so hard due to excess stress from studies..I see myself as an addict to p but as i read other people issues i realised that im not to deep to this.Tried to have sex with a girl but failed minutes later( i had a decent erection of 60-70% for about 5mins).I have morning woods and some cravings and i cant masturbate without porn (Maybe sometimes with fantasy but i choose the easy way that gives me the best erection and dopamine as well).I hate myself and i really want to live well my life.I only tried to have sex this one time with a girl and avoided to have again after this because im afraid of this.P gives me 100% erections so i dont think that was an anxiety prob or something physical cause i workout many times and eat/sleep well.So my question is...am i hard wired to porn?i watch porn about 5-6 years i think

 

[Hockey14]

Have you watched any Gabe Deem's youtube videos? If not, I would strongly recommend you do so. Get informed. Also I would strongly recommend quitting porn, start the rebooting process! The symptoms you are feeling can be reversed with time away from porn.

 

[mpkl]

I have tried to quit bad habit like a year ago and im well informed to this.Thanks for your time!Have a wonderful life