Day four. My wife found out 4 days ago again that I had started to look at p***. I don't want to do this anymore. I hate that this is hurting me. I hate that this is hurting my wife. I hate that this is hurting my life. I need to stop, I want to stop, I can do this. I'm just so stressed that all end up doing it again. I don't know exactly what to say, I'm just kind of saying whatever comes to my mind. I've stopped before, for years at a time. Then I started up all the sudden a couple years into my marriage. I love my wife, she's absolutely gorgeous, anyone would look at her and say "why would you ever need p***? With the wife like yours." I'm so worried that I'll get a couple years down the road again and start up. I feel stress for the future and the unknown and that I could mess up again. I need to do this, I can do this. For me, for my wife, and for an overall better life.