Tomorrow will be day 9, and my girl is coming over. Doc prescribed me Viagra

[elephantricity]

This is my first post, so HELLO. Just a little info about myself, I just turned 29, and had not had REAL sex in 4 years. Those 4 years, my only sexual stimulation was through online porn.

So I met this girl very recently, and the first time we had sex, I couldn't fully get aroused and it basically ended with me losing my arousal and being completely embarrassed and ashamed. The worst part of it all is this girl is LITERALLY a 10/10, Tall, hourglass figure, gorgeous face, and the fact that can't keep me 'up' is just pathetic. I had even stopped watching porn 2 days before we had sex. Thankfully, this girl is amazing, and I told her what my issue was and she understood. Today being day 8, I have not viewed porn, not masturbated. I think I may be hitting the flatline stage, but the promise of tomorrow keeps me hopeful. I told her I may or may not be able to 'get it up' but I'm going into it with a secret weapon. The viagra. I've heard mixed results of people doing 'dirty' reboots and ED drugs either helping or not. If the viagra doesn't get me there tomorrow, then I know I will just have to tell her I'm not ready for sex, and won't be for most likely a long time.

Keep your fingers crossed for me guys. Whatever happens, good or bad, I'm committed to nofap and NO MORE PORN.

 

[seci13]

Hey man!

I got you man. You are in this position you want to please your woman but at the same time you don?t want to compromisse your recovery. Let us know what happened!

Just the fact you are starting your recovey is just amazing.

Good luck

 

[elephantricity]

Thanks for the reply man.

Yeah I know Im in no position to have sex, and the viagra would only be a temp fix, if it fixes anything at all. But whatever happens, Im committed to no PMO unless its real sex. Couple more hours til she comes over. Ill post how it goes

 

[nyambz]

First, congrats on bagging that 10.

What I can share with you is my experience with viagra. I first used it of course after I realised that I had ED. I first time, it had a huge impact and my boner was almost as hard as it was before all this shit. I fucked her good and was so happy with the results that I subconsciously felt at ease since viagra would come to my rescue.

As time went by, the effects became weaker and weaker until I got to a point where I even took double the dose, but couldn't get it up. That's when I knew that I must fix my brain circuitry. Plus I don't want to be at the mercy of performance enhancers.

I hope your trip to bone town went well. But even if viagra helped you out, I wouldn't recommend having it as a plan B. Or any plan for that matter. No PMO is the best way to go. Stay strong.
Never give up.

 

[elephantricity]

I'm definitely going into it knowing I want the viagra to be very temporary, I dont want to go in for a refill. My end goal is a rebooted brain, with zero need for ED drugs. im only doing it because Im desparate to please this girl.

 

[elephantricity]

I'm definitely going into it knowing I want the viagra to be very temporary, I dont want to go in for a refill. My end goal is a rebooted brain, with zero need for ED drugs. im only doing it because Im desparate to please this girl.

Thanks for the reply, your really helping me confidence that it is going to work tonight. But was also a bigger boost to my confidence, was on my way home for a disc golf tournament just now, I got pretty close to rock hard by just thinking about this girl and the possibilities for tonight, and I haven't even taken the medication yet. So I'm feeling great.

 

[Jack Can]

I'm also looking into ED drugs but am scared that I will become dependent on them. Do you know anything about that?

 

[elephantricity]

I'm also looking into ED drugs but am scared that I will become dependent on them. Do you know anything about that?

I guess it would depend.

So last night went great though. The viagra worked all night, and in the morning I took more, and it worked in the morning. I wasn't able to climax though, which tells me I have death-grip syndrome. As good as the night went, I don't want viagra to be a crutch to lean on. Its impossible to say whether this is helping or hurting my chances at rebooting. But, my mood is obviously feeling great, and it just makes me want to double my commitment to not masturbating or watching porn. Its kind of crazy isn't it? It been almost a week and a half said I climaxed, and I didn't get blue balls or anything last even though I didn't cum.. I don't get it.

 

[jerryson]

I guess it would depend.

So last night went great though. The viagra worked all night, and in the morning I took more, and it worked in the morning. I wasn't able to climax though, which tells me I have death-grip syndrome. As good as the night went, I don't want viagra to be a crutch to lean on. Its impossible to say whether this is helping or hurting my chances at rebooting. But, my mood is obviously feeling great, and it just makes me want to double my commitment to not masturbating or watching porn. Its kind of crazy isn't it? It been almost a week and a half said I climaxed, and I didn't get blue balls or anything last even though I didn't cum.. I don't get it.
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PLEASE I want to know how much abstinence you have gotten under ur belt and how consistent u were before u tried d drug....  Co's m considering it too...  thanks

 

[elephantricity]

By abstinence, do you mean the last time I slept with a woman? If so then 4 years. However I would masturbate to porn during that time. Im at around day 13 in terms of not viewing porn or masturbating. The viagra helped with sex, where the first time with the girl without the drug it didnt work. Next time though I want to try without the viagra, because Ive been getting pretty horny during the last 2 days, which never happened when I was watching porn almost daily

 

[jerryson]

Okay thanks....  I meant if this is ur first PMO abstinence streak anyways

 

[elephantricity]

Yes its my first streak and hopefully my last. I have experience with relapse in drug addiction so I know the warning signs better than most. Im on day 14 and so far no strong urges to view porn or masturbate..