I'm now 17 and a half years old, and I've been into porn since I was probably 14. It started off as just once a week, whenever my parents weren't around, and moved up to pictures on an old mobile. Once I got my laptop/Iphone, it's turned into once or twice a day, every day.
At one point, a girl I was dating and I got frisky in the back of my truck, and I couldn't even get hard when she tried to suck my dick. I hope she didn't realize anything was wrong there, it was her first time doing anything like that as well as mine, but I realized something was seriously fucked up with me. With these thoughts I was able to stay off porn for about 3 weeks, but once I relapsed I started making excuses to continue watching porn. I really need help on staying motivated to stay away from porn, and when I found this site I figured this might be it.
I guess what I need is a tangible reason to stay off of porn, or somebody who can help me be accountable to my mistakes when I relapse.
At one point, a girl I was dating and I got frisky in the back of my truck, and I couldn't even get hard when she tried to suck my dick. I hope she didn't realize anything was wrong there, it was her first time doing anything like that as well as mine, but I realized something was seriously fucked up with me. With these thoughts I was able to stay off porn for about 3 weeks, but once I relapsed I started making excuses to continue watching porn. I really need help on staying motivated to stay away from porn, and when I found this site I figured this might be it.
I guess what I need is a tangible reason to stay off of porn, or somebody who can help me be accountable to my mistakes when I relapse.