Goldy Brar
Member
Hi everyone,
Here is is my story. I started viewing porn at the age of 12 and continued its use very regularly till the age of 21. It was like more than 4 times a week and my sessions were very long i.e minimum half hour. I had severe social anxiety,lack of confidence,felt very isolated and a feeling of loneliness. I had moderate ED at the age of 21,actually i didn't know it was ED and i thought it was due to my over masturbation n normal.
Then i decided to reduce my masturbation and started going gym with very healthy diet,my number of masturbation at that time was 1 time per month with porn. As the time passed i saw a huge change in me,my confidence was increasing,no social anxiety at all,the time it took for me to reach at this stage was nearly 1 year and i thought reason was because i have decreased my masturbation. I had many relationship at the age of 22,my libido was super high and one thing more i noticed increase in size of my penis, i never had such size in my life before. After age 23 and a half i was single and i have now shifted to a new city. So i started viewing porn for about 1 year with very long sessions near about one hour.
Now my age was 24 and a half, date-17 september 2013 and found i had no desire for sex or masturbation, suffering from severe ED, social anxiety, no confidence, no morning wood, zero libido, dead penis, depression. Then i searched on internet and found my problem is Porn induced ED. I totally stopped viewing porn. After two month i met a girl and was not sure will i have a erection or not, was very doubtful. As soon as we started foreplay i started getting erection and i was shocked how is it happening and i was able to have sex, erection was nearly 70-80%,i didn't enjoyed that much which i used to 2 years back. I had very long flatline for about 5 months. Now its been 6 months to me i have not seen porn, in this period, i made 5 successful sex and masturbated 4 times. Masturbation was kind off struggling. After reaching at this stage the recovery i see is very less, Most of the time i found no erection. My ED is not gone. Sometimes I have morning wood erections near about 40-60%. Sometimes I get a spontaneous erection for very short period only at touching its nearly 50%. Now i have decided i will not masturbate. Guys I'm really damn scared and don't know if will I be normal. Please share your view points.
Thank you
(sorry for poor english)
Here is is my story. I started viewing porn at the age of 12 and continued its use very regularly till the age of 21. It was like more than 4 times a week and my sessions were very long i.e minimum half hour. I had severe social anxiety,lack of confidence,felt very isolated and a feeling of loneliness. I had moderate ED at the age of 21,actually i didn't know it was ED and i thought it was due to my over masturbation n normal.
Then i decided to reduce my masturbation and started going gym with very healthy diet,my number of masturbation at that time was 1 time per month with porn. As the time passed i saw a huge change in me,my confidence was increasing,no social anxiety at all,the time it took for me to reach at this stage was nearly 1 year and i thought reason was because i have decreased my masturbation. I had many relationship at the age of 22,my libido was super high and one thing more i noticed increase in size of my penis, i never had such size in my life before. After age 23 and a half i was single and i have now shifted to a new city. So i started viewing porn for about 1 year with very long sessions near about one hour.
Now my age was 24 and a half, date-17 september 2013 and found i had no desire for sex or masturbation, suffering from severe ED, social anxiety, no confidence, no morning wood, zero libido, dead penis, depression. Then i searched on internet and found my problem is Porn induced ED. I totally stopped viewing porn. After two month i met a girl and was not sure will i have a erection or not, was very doubtful. As soon as we started foreplay i started getting erection and i was shocked how is it happening and i was able to have sex, erection was nearly 70-80%,i didn't enjoyed that much which i used to 2 years back. I had very long flatline for about 5 months. Now its been 6 months to me i have not seen porn, in this period, i made 5 successful sex and masturbated 4 times. Masturbation was kind off struggling. After reaching at this stage the recovery i see is very less, Most of the time i found no erection. My ED is not gone. Sometimes I have morning wood erections near about 40-60%. Sometimes I get a spontaneous erection for very short period only at touching its nearly 50%. Now i have decided i will not masturbate. Guys I'm really damn scared and don't know if will I be normal. Please share your view points.
Thank you
(sorry for poor english)
