a_lovly_boy143
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hey guys am new here .. And my english is very weak.. So am sorry for that.. First of all . I would like to tell you about my self that am 18 years old and am addicted to porn and masturbation since i was about 13.. Before it , i had a girl frnd of my age .. We were so small that even we did not know the meaning of sex or whatever.. We just have great time with each other by touching each other .. We did it every saturday and for two years.. I mean before addicting to porn and masturbation (means before i was 13) .. At that time i had very strong and hard erections.. Then when i turned 13 my father bought me a mobile which did not support memory card (sd card).. I even didnt know about internet.. Then my frndz told me about internet and i was shocked about hearing it.. They gave me google.com written on a paper and told me to try this site.. I opened google and you know what was my first search...??? That was ''sexy'' .. So i got semi naked results as there are in google. And i got very hard erections on even that un-naked photos. Then after 6 months i had a new cell phone supporting sd card .. So i downloaded some porn movies from a shop and watched it aloNe.. I became a fan of porn and all about it.. Since then ,i didnt knOw about masturbation.. Later my friend told me that what is maturbation .. So i started masturbation with porn too.. And till nOw. I have my own computer with high speed net and watched hd porn on high speed. So i was addicted to it. I watched it 4-5 hours a day ..so i am addicted to porn from age 13 ..right???
So recently , three months ago; i visited a prostitute (suggested by frnd) and wanted to have sex with her because i have paid her. I went in the room with her.i was very nervous and scared too
because it was my first time with a new girl( you knOw i have some time with my girl before 13 ).. So she was a little hurry and she pulled down my pants and start touching my penis . And at that time my penis have nO changes. That didnt erect at any cost .. I tried a lot but failed. She called me as impotent that put me in a problem that am i an impotent???? I was thinkinh all about it all the time all the day nights.but still watching porn addictively.and masturabting too.i wanna tell you one more thing that whenever i think about sex i get drops in a large quantity i.e drops about 4-5 drops and if at that time or later ,i pee, i get some thicky drops after finishing. But a weak ago, i saw mybrainonporn on the net and read it all the day.it motivatd very much.
I wanna ask some questions that do the drops i get when watching porn and the situation i got with protititute is nOrmal????
I wanna tell you one more thing that i have been having sex with a numbe boy and erected well with them.. Sex does not mean that i am interested in them or am a gay .. I even never penetrated them..i just had sex with them for y pleasure because i thought this is better than masturbation. Ok now, i recntly met a friend and he showed me his penis which was erected well , and asked me to show mine. But my was nOt ercting at all. Whyy?????????????plz tell.. And can i get my hard erections back???? And one more thing that when i had sex with the boys(unpenetrated) during sex whenever i disconnect touch between us ,my erection is lost and i had to strugg again to achieve another one. Is that too normal?plz answer my all questions.plzz and i hope for best from you guys thanks. And am one 8th day of my noPMO ..
So recently , three months ago; i visited a prostitute (suggested by frnd) and wanted to have sex with her because i have paid her. I went in the room with her.i was very nervous and scared too
because it was my first time with a new girl( you knOw i have some time with my girl before 13 ).. So she was a little hurry and she pulled down my pants and start touching my penis . And at that time my penis have nO changes. That didnt erect at any cost .. I tried a lot but failed. She called me as impotent that put me in a problem that am i an impotent???? I was thinkinh all about it all the time all the day nights.but still watching porn addictively.and masturabting too.i wanna tell you one more thing that whenever i think about sex i get drops in a large quantity i.e drops about 4-5 drops and if at that time or later ,i pee, i get some thicky drops after finishing. But a weak ago, i saw mybrainonporn on the net and read it all the day.it motivatd very much.I wanna ask some questions that do the drops i get when watching porn and the situation i got with protititute is nOrmal????
I wanna tell you one more thing that i have been having sex with a numbe boy and erected well with them.. Sex does not mean that i am interested in them or am a gay .. I even never penetrated them..i just had sex with them for y pleasure because i thought this is better than masturbation. Ok now, i recntly met a friend and he showed me his penis which was erected well , and asked me to show mine. But my was nOt ercting at all. Whyy?????????????plz tell.. And can i get my hard erections back???? And one more thing that when i had sex with the boys(unpenetrated) during sex whenever i disconnect touch between us ,my erection is lost and i had to strugg again to achieve another one. Is that too normal?plz answer my all questions.plzz and i hope for best from you guys thanks. And am one 8th day of my noPMO ..