MashuSan
Member
It's been well over two years since I've last posted. I tried once to go a year without any PMO, or even just porn. I've been struggling with reboot ever since I've read all there is to know on YBOP... that must have been back in 2009. It's almost been a decade and I still have never reached my goal.
The longest I've gone was about 8 months ... and even at that, I've "cheated" sometimes, watched porn and masturbated a little bit. I felt the changing of a new man within me but clumsily f*cked it up after a while: naturally.
I haven't tried finding the strength to overcome this life-becoming plague by looking for it within people, by opening up to a group of strangers online to receive help when I'm on a low and do the same for them. So here it goes.
Last time I was on this forum they had a counter, I guess it's not here anymore. Either way, this marks my day one of a year-long journey. No porn, no masturbation. Simple. I know one year is a bit ambitious, but I've already had my share of little victories, 1 month here, 3 months there.
I still don't know how to be a member of a forum, nor to be part of this community, but I'm willing to try, navigating with my hands outstretched in this dark room.
Thank you for reading,
Matt
The longest I've gone was about 8 months ... and even at that, I've "cheated" sometimes, watched porn and masturbated a little bit. I felt the changing of a new man within me but clumsily f*cked it up after a while: naturally.
I haven't tried finding the strength to overcome this life-becoming plague by looking for it within people, by opening up to a group of strangers online to receive help when I'm on a low and do the same for them. So here it goes.
Last time I was on this forum they had a counter, I guess it's not here anymore. Either way, this marks my day one of a year-long journey. No porn, no masturbation. Simple. I know one year is a bit ambitious, but I've already had my share of little victories, 1 month here, 3 months there.
I still don't know how to be a member of a forum, nor to be part of this community, but I'm willing to try, navigating with my hands outstretched in this dark room.
Thank you for reading,
Matt