REBOOT

DIMA-NBA

Active Member
Day 3

Thanks @Blondie and Cheers @GBS . My longest streak of no P is about 8 months (2019) while still MO-ing to sexual content. The longest I did without P or other provocative content was about 90 days. That was a loong time ago - 2018. Lately it has been 42 days without P or other provocative stuff.

I was ashamed and I allowed myself to get discouraged, that's why I was gone for a few days.
 

DIMA-NBA

Active Member
I relapsed. At work, in the toilet. Not proud.

It felt good for a few minutes, wasn't worth it. I'm sick of repeating the same things and pattern. I tried playing the video I had made, but no avail.

At some point it becomes tiring (to say the least) to think each time I have a streak I think to myself "I will no longer watch that stuff." And for it to happen so many damn times that I relapse. Not trying to be a moaner, just trying to think of something else to try/do in order to get out of this..

Thanks for reading!
 

achilles heel

Well-Known Member
Consistency is the key and every day without porn is a day won. A 9-day-streak might not sound satisfying, but it means you spent eight days of your life doing something better than watching porn. Eight days in which you didn’t further carve in those wrong pathways into your brain. Don’t let this latest relapse discourage you, just get up and start again. You know, you can do it!
 
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