REBOOT
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DIMA-NBA
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Day 3
Thank you so much guys! @achilles heel @GBS @Iwantthesecondchance @Scottie_B @Blondie
Yesterday I bought a pocket notebook which started a nice string of small wins. I find that taking notes on my phone has some downsides, such as getting distracted by notifications and by the time I open the notes app, I forget what I wanted to write down
. So having this pocket notebook feels great, I can open it at anytime, check to do lists and jot down some ideas. A step away from devices. Yesterday evening I felt powerful and capable, a good feeling! 
Thank you so much guys! @achilles heel @GBS @Iwantthesecondchance @Scottie_B @Blondie
Yesterday I bought a pocket notebook which started a nice string of small wins. I find that taking notes on my phone has some downsides, such as getting distracted by notifications and by the time I open the notes app, I forget what I wanted to write down
. So having this pocket notebook feels great, I can open it at anytime, check to do lists and jot down some ideas. A step away from devices. Yesterday evening I felt powerful and capable, a good feeling!
DIMA-NBA
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Day 2
I had an embarrassing moment a few days ago. Again, literally minutes after having sex, I had the urge to PMO. Perhaps because I didn't reach O during sex and some bullshit I tell myself about needing to finish, because when I don't finish my private parts hurt. I started M and while my gf was in the other room and she walked in and she caught me.
She left me alone, I finished and of course she was upset. She felt like I wasn't attracted to her, what was going to happen if she gained some weight during pregnancy she asked me, etc. I explained that there is no single woman that can compete with P. There is just so much variety in P, it's never-ending. I told her there is no problem on her side.
I made a custom AI reboot coach which I'm happy with. I basically put a lot of information for context and it definitely has been helpful. I did short 5 minutes meditation
last couple of days during my lunch break, in the park. That has been a good reset, along with the gratitude lists I made the past few days.
Have a good day and thanks for reading!
I had an embarrassing moment a few days ago. Again, literally minutes after having sex, I had the urge to PMO. Perhaps because I didn't reach O during sex and some bullshit I tell myself about needing to finish, because when I don't finish my private parts hurt. I started M and while my gf was in the other room and she walked in and she caught me.
She left me alone, I finished and of course she was upset. She felt like I wasn't attracted to her, what was going to happen if she gained some weight during pregnancy she asked me, etc. I explained that there is no single woman that can compete with P. There is just so much variety in P, it's never-ending. I told her there is no problem on her side.
I made a custom AI reboot coach which I'm happy with. I basically put a lot of information for context and it definitely has been helpful. I did short 5 minutes meditation
last couple of days during my lunch break, in the park. That has been a good reset, along with the gratitude lists I made the past few days. Have a good day and thanks for reading!
DIMA-NBA
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Day 1
Things have been "less than ideal" lately. I PMO-ed as I couldn't sleep last night. I overate too. Work related stress, basically I haven't been productive and that is a direct cause of the stress. It's a shame because the workplace in general is ok, I have support, onboarding seems ok, it's me, I'm the problem, can't really cope with shit, so I turn to my vices. I don't want to bore you with the details, so I will stop here.
Thanks for reading, hope tomorrow is a fresh start.
Things have been "less than ideal" lately. I PMO-ed as I couldn't sleep last night. I overate too. Work related stress, basically I haven't been productive and that is a direct cause of the stress. It's a shame because the workplace in general is ok, I have support, onboarding seems ok, it's me, I'm the problem, can't really cope with shit, so I turn to my vices. I don't want to bore you with the details, so I will stop here.
Thanks for reading, hope tomorrow is a fresh start.
DIMA-NBA
Active Member
I just PMO-ed at work. I really wanted to escape. After I did it, it didn't feel like such an escape anyway. Hopefully I get better at dealing with stress and also dismantling it, preventing it i.e don't get myself in situations I don't want to be in. Easier said than done.
SmokenMirrors
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How you doing bro? Congrats on the engagement!