Hello, my name is George
Proudly i have to say that my long live pied and sexual problems (Delayed ejaculation,sexual attraction and numb relationship with my gf) have been healed.
Backround
Story begins..
So my pmo history starts with me being 5 years old or 6.As strange as it is i was rubbing myself through the floor surface and sometimes pounding my penis to it until i got an orgasm though i didnt even know what that was..
After that i used to check my tv magazines for some hotline pictures and got my first porn contact with my future terror.
At the age of 8 i was browsing through the internet(connection used to suck back then cause i was stealing it from my neighbour-Thank god for this)for some newly porn video that shocked my country and luckily i didnt know anything about Tube sites to find extreme content earlier.
But things changed one day when i was 9 when i opened my brothers laptop scanned though the files for one game and found a porn movie collection and started watching it.
That was the time that the nightmare began..
I started feeling my heart rushing and my neck getting dry and did that "surface thing" nonstop with every chance i found.
At the age of 10 i got my very first internet connection with a legit connection.
My first though was about how i would find content to make me feel the rush and release sexual energy zombiefying myself to it.
Fast forward to my 14th birthday (porn consumance was still there for me) i got myself stacked to tube sites introducing masturbation and changing my desires to extreme content (not kind of extreme in categories-average p video) that altered my view of sexuality (Before i wanted so much to love a girl and made love-after that i wanted to cover my insecurities of loneliness and my satisfy mind)
As the time was passing by i was losing my intersted in girls though i had my first sexual experience(not intercourse) at the age of 15-16 and being in relationship with my girls.
I knew something wasnt right when i wasnt excited with girls the way i was with porn..
I thought it was because i hadnt try sexual intercourse back then
My second girlfriend was annoyed with my p habit but i refused to leave it even i loved her so much..
At the age of 18 i got my very first try for a piv sex (intercourse) with an extremely hot experienced girl that i liked.
All of a sudden my penis-mind started getting numbed.
That was the time i verified my problem with porn.
We tried unprotected sex but i was numb inside her.
After a couple days she had pregnancy symptoms for 1 month but thankfully see wasnt. ( I was depressed the whole time)
That was one of the saddest periods of my life..
Instead of wanted to be healed i got detached to porn maybe cause i was scared of another failure or claims of pregnancy and didnt want any relationship with girls for one year
After a failure of exams for studies at the age 19 i finally passed them and got myself to a univesity.
I was proud of myself and wanted to bring my life together and cure my problem with porn.
Then i found those sites claiming pied and how p affects brain.
I knew porn was my problem very first but it wasnt verified until then.
I tried several times stop pmo altogether failing everytime.
Then i found my girlfriend..
A cute girl with red hair and grey-blue eyes that i liked..
After a couple weeks we got into a relationship and soon we got into sexual things.
Both beginners in the sex-game but ready for it (not both to be honest) i had to talk her about my sexual problems caused by porn.
Stressfully i got the decision to do it because i knew she was special.Thankfully she understood me and wanted to help me get over it.
Of course i did my best to recover but i got myself relapsing after some brief streaks.I was stressed that she would leave me cause we were for 5-6months already together and still struggled with my erection and sexual problems overall (Had problems even with oral sex)
We werent trying sex (intercourse but Oral sex was there with a big improvement) until one day that i was really stressed and took the decision to tell her that we should try it..
She agreed telling me that we have to start somewhere and not trying avoiding that wandering for a miracle to do it for us.
And she was right..
After a couple of condom-on sex failures we had semi-successful sex.
She was really in pain and i lost my 65% erection stopping after a couple minutes (couldnt keep it more i wasnt healed)
Along with the tries her pain got eased and my erections improved (i was so happy and she was..)
Yesterday i got myself O'ing through piv sth i hadnt experience in my life.It was the best thing!!
I dont consider myself fully healed cause my porn cravings are still here for me chasing and my erection gets worse when changing positions (but it will get improved as we do sex more ofter) but am in my happiest period of my life and not just of the sexual healing
I wont let my guard down now and keep it up until i let my addictive self behind..
How i did that
-I had a lovely girlfriend helping me the whole healing process
-Small hardmode periods (28days max).Longer is better-orgasm slowed down my recovery and pushed me sometimes to brain fogs and craving.
-Cardiovascular exercise and strength training
-Meditation
-Diet
-Job (was crucial in my craving period)
One thing that most wouldnt say is that you dont have to cure porn addiction but find real interest in life.
Improve your life in other ways and addiction will start to fade.
Find what makes you happy.New hobby,new job, new you!
Dont struggle watching your 90days recovery calendar or those silly counters that can work counter productive according to neuroscience.
Chase the real meaning in life.Love passion and success.Addiction is nothing compared to them.
I am willing help everyone in need.
Share with me your way to success and i will gladly do my best for you to get over this
Proudly i have to say that my long live pied and sexual problems (Delayed ejaculation,sexual attraction and numb relationship with my gf) have been healed.
Backround
Story begins..
So my pmo history starts with me being 5 years old or 6.As strange as it is i was rubbing myself through the floor surface and sometimes pounding my penis to it until i got an orgasm though i didnt even know what that was..
After that i used to check my tv magazines for some hotline pictures and got my first porn contact with my future terror.
At the age of 8 i was browsing through the internet(connection used to suck back then cause i was stealing it from my neighbour-Thank god for this)for some newly porn video that shocked my country and luckily i didnt know anything about Tube sites to find extreme content earlier.
But things changed one day when i was 9 when i opened my brothers laptop scanned though the files for one game and found a porn movie collection and started watching it.
That was the time that the nightmare began..
I started feeling my heart rushing and my neck getting dry and did that "surface thing" nonstop with every chance i found.
At the age of 10 i got my very first internet connection with a legit connection.
My first though was about how i would find content to make me feel the rush and release sexual energy zombiefying myself to it.
Fast forward to my 14th birthday (porn consumance was still there for me) i got myself stacked to tube sites introducing masturbation and changing my desires to extreme content (not kind of extreme in categories-average p video) that altered my view of sexuality (Before i wanted so much to love a girl and made love-after that i wanted to cover my insecurities of loneliness and my satisfy mind)
As the time was passing by i was losing my intersted in girls though i had my first sexual experience(not intercourse) at the age of 15-16 and being in relationship with my girls.
I knew something wasnt right when i wasnt excited with girls the way i was with porn..
I thought it was because i hadnt try sexual intercourse back then
My second girlfriend was annoyed with my p habit but i refused to leave it even i loved her so much..
At the age of 18 i got my very first try for a piv sex (intercourse) with an extremely hot experienced girl that i liked.
All of a sudden my penis-mind started getting numbed.
That was the time i verified my problem with porn.
We tried unprotected sex but i was numb inside her.
After a couple days she had pregnancy symptoms for 1 month but thankfully see wasnt. ( I was depressed the whole time)
That was one of the saddest periods of my life..
Instead of wanted to be healed i got detached to porn maybe cause i was scared of another failure or claims of pregnancy and didnt want any relationship with girls for one year
After a failure of exams for studies at the age 19 i finally passed them and got myself to a univesity.
I was proud of myself and wanted to bring my life together and cure my problem with porn.
Then i found those sites claiming pied and how p affects brain.
I knew porn was my problem very first but it wasnt verified until then.
I tried several times stop pmo altogether failing everytime.
Then i found my girlfriend..
A cute girl with red hair and grey-blue eyes that i liked..
After a couple weeks we got into a relationship and soon we got into sexual things.
Both beginners in the sex-game but ready for it (not both to be honest) i had to talk her about my sexual problems caused by porn.
Stressfully i got the decision to do it because i knew she was special.Thankfully she understood me and wanted to help me get over it.
Of course i did my best to recover but i got myself relapsing after some brief streaks.I was stressed that she would leave me cause we were for 5-6months already together and still struggled with my erection and sexual problems overall (Had problems even with oral sex)
We werent trying sex (intercourse but Oral sex was there with a big improvement) until one day that i was really stressed and took the decision to tell her that we should try it..
She agreed telling me that we have to start somewhere and not trying avoiding that wandering for a miracle to do it for us.
And she was right..
After a couple of condom-on sex failures we had semi-successful sex.
She was really in pain and i lost my 65% erection stopping after a couple minutes (couldnt keep it more i wasnt healed)
Along with the tries her pain got eased and my erections improved (i was so happy and she was..)
Yesterday i got myself O'ing through piv sth i hadnt experience in my life.It was the best thing!!
I dont consider myself fully healed cause my porn cravings are still here for me chasing and my erection gets worse when changing positions (but it will get improved as we do sex more ofter) but am in my happiest period of my life and not just of the sexual healing
I wont let my guard down now and keep it up until i let my addictive self behind..
How i did that
-I had a lovely girlfriend helping me the whole healing process
-Small hardmode periods (28days max).Longer is better-orgasm slowed down my recovery and pushed me sometimes to brain fogs and craving.
-Cardiovascular exercise and strength training
-Meditation
-Diet
-Job (was crucial in my craving period)
One thing that most wouldnt say is that you dont have to cure porn addiction but find real interest in life.
Improve your life in other ways and addiction will start to fade.
Find what makes you happy.New hobby,new job, new you!
Dont struggle watching your 90days recovery calendar or those silly counters that can work counter productive according to neuroscience.
Chase the real meaning in life.Love passion and success.Addiction is nothing compared to them.
I am willing help everyone in need.
Share with me your way to success and i will gladly do my best for you to get over this
