Journal entry one

neonnut

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welcome back buddy! its god that youve come back for another try, hopefully this will be a more lasting one. yes go for the 30 days, but first just go for 5 days. then 10, then 15 etc etc.
Thank you I appreciate it. Yeah that’s a good idea I think I’ll break the days up first and then work my way up. It was nice seeing your comment on here Fappy I remember you giving me advice when I first joined.
 

neonnut

Member
Day 3. Haven’t really had a problem yet. Not much urges besides right when I wake up or right when I go to sleep but they aren’t that bad though.
 

neonnut

Member
Day 4. Got a little tempted a few times seeing some stuff on Twitter but I didn’t fold. I still should probably be more disciplined with what I allow myself to look at on Twitter. My dicks still feeling kinda lifeless but I know it’ll change eventually
 

neonnut

Member
Day 2 completed. Been having success forcing myself to get out of bed early and putting restrictions on my phone so I don’t see any potential triggers while I’m in bed
 

neonnut

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Day 4 completed. Been keeping myself busy and not sitting around the house. Helps a lot because I used to do it just sitting at home out of boredom. I haven't had much urges either
 

neonnut

Member
Day 7 completed. Tried to have sex and I couldn’t get it up. Just gonna keep going and see if I can get my libido up. If anyone has suggestions to help me increase my libido that would be greatly appreciated. I’ve been taking cold showers lately and I plan on lifting later today.
 

neonnut

Member
Day 8 competed. I haven’t had any urges to MO but I do have urges to get out of this flatline. I know it’s normal and I should probably just be patient but I’m just curious if trying to have sex or get head would help. I remember having a similar question in this thread a few years ago so I’ll probably refer back to that. I don’t even remember if the question got answered or not
 

neonnut

Member
Day 9 completed. Still no urges. I read something about dopamine receptors and being on my phone too much so I’m tryna cut down on my screen time. Still taking cold showers also
 

neonnut

Member
Day 10 completed. Had a boner earlier while I was daydreaming about some stuff and I think that’s a good sign. It wasn’t porn or anything it was just daydreaming about an old sexual experience. Other than that i haven’t had much change. My dick doesn’t really feel as dead but idk if it’s just in my head but I guess I’ll see as time goes on
 

neonnut

Member
Day 14 completed. Had a few times where I saw P on my Twitter timeline and I looked at it for a bit before closing it out. Also had a sexual dream last night idk if that means anything
 
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