Madaemosewa
Member
Help each other dig ourselves out of this rut!
I just binged on porn for one and a half hours and done it twice. I feel as if everything is rather pointless. I feel hopeless, depressed and I might need more motivation. Please help me. I made it 5 days with no PMO- kind of. Like me, don't you just ABSOLUTELY HATE it when you feel as if you will never succeed, because you feel as if you'll always make the same mistake and watch porn: then MO.Everyday, all day- I hate, hate, hate dwelling on my past mistakes, knowing I've failed and that I might fail again- Because all day you know PMOing is wrong and it's the thing you never ever want to do again, but you know you might lead into temptation and watch something explicit and when you watch that it just feels 'right' and you know why your doing it- and it feels as if you're in a trap; a huge whole you've dug yourself in and there's no escaping the porn?