Chilling is for pussies, real men have discipline and a code of conduct, boundaries they obey by and do not cross, just like religious people. I don't have to call him, I don't have to change the title of this journal every 2 seconds, I'll do whatever the fuck I wanna do. I keep it the same so people don't have a problem finding it, and when I make a choice, I try to stick to it.First, change the title to this journal. If you want to get rid of this addiction, abonden the vocabulary as well. Don't remind your brain, that there is this group of people that you fetishize.
Other than that, your friend didn't respond to your text and you go crazy like that? You need to chill, man. Call him the next time. Texting is overused and overrated.
I face my issues face on and don't try to forget shemales, I see the addiction through like I've done with any other drug, alcohol, weed, caffeine. I haven't had a drink in over 4 years and a coffee also, weed is a lil harder but I've stopped many times and smoked maybe once in the last 3 months.
Right now I don't even want to fuck shemales escort anymore cause I experienced them to the point that I know what it leads to. I still look up shemale escort ads from time to time but don't find any that I would fuck cause I know what they are and I don't really enjoy it deep down but if I would, I'd still fuck some and I wouldn't see any problem with that.
I don't really see a problem with jacking off to shemales from time to time, I'm not addicted like I used to. I didn't even think about shemales for about 4-5 days until you brought it up, cause I got it out of my system and I'm seeing the addiction through. I'm more focused on regular females right now and having a family, I jerk off to both female and shemales when I feel like it which is not that often anymore. The big problems with addiction is fixing the rest of my life, not trying to forget the addiction exist cause its not really fixing the issue, youre just pushing back the problem for another time. I have no problem talking about shemales without wanting to look up porn and shit anymore, except if I'm really horny then I'll just look them up and get on with my life. I'm satistfied with where I am with my shemale porn usage, so much that I almost wouldn't even consider it an addiction at all anymore.