Thank you for the comments; they really encourage me. I have a new phone now, I will have to charge my old phone and get the date off it and restart on my new phone so I don't know how many days of freedom I have had. Actually I might just set it for 9 months and start on the new phone, I know it is over 9 months. I did that just now. I am figuring as of now I am nine months porn free (sober).
I am single now, no woman in my life, had not had an orgasm for over 8 months. No porn, no masturbation, nothing. THe other night I had a dream and woke up with an erection. I was so aroused that I began masturbating. The feelings were more intense than I have ever experienced in my life; the orgasm more intense than any I ever had, including losing my virginity on the day I was married. Afterwards I thought maybe this would trigger me but the opposite is true. I think of the horror I went through to get to where I am today and I never want to go down that path again. I have not done anything since then and maybe won't for another 8 or 9 months before I have that experience again. If I have to wait 9 months to have such an experience again it will be worth it.
I just wonder what that would be like with a real woman.