Struggling again today. Searched it but stopped and came here instead. I?m not sure what drives me to porn. I think it?s my insecurities (whether people like me) and also my desire to do something I?m not supposed to. Anyway, I?m here and am not going back there. I?m going to spend time with family and help around the house today. If I have any extra time, I will read or exercise / go for a walk.
Already broke my New Years resolution by searching. I?m not giving up. I?m still going to do my best to stick to the resolution. Now I?m going to take an online course and read and spend time with friends in the evening.
Hey step-by-step, it it would cost you no effort it wouldn't be hard. And quiting porn is extremely hard. Don't beat yourself up, you are only human and it's okay to make mistakes. They're part of the journey. You can learn from each one of them. Forgive yourself for searching and viewing. Show yourself some kindness. You have mine as well.
Thanks ShadeTrenicin, appreciate the support. I'm doing better but still struggling. Today I searched but stopped right away and came here. Now I'm going to get back to some work I have and maybe read or take a walk outside.