Had a slip last night on day 8 where I found myself chatting in the chatroom . I had to manage the raging urges somehow and back to safety . Still my mind is in chaos because of the slip up .
All I can do is recommit to sobriety each day and move on from these urges which are troubling my mind . It is uncomfortable for sure to deal with them . I have to hold my nerves and move on from here not giving any chances to P to get to me .
Urges will subside for sure and that’s what I am looking forward to now .
Day 9
I am committed to sobriety for the next 24 hours I am taking this one day at a time .
Next 24-48 hours will be a test for sure . I am not scared I won’t die if I deny myself P
All I can do is recommit to sobriety each day and move on from these urges which are troubling my mind . It is uncomfortable for sure to deal with them . I have to hold my nerves and move on from here not giving any chances to P to get to me .
Urges will subside for sure and that’s what I am looking forward to now .
Day 9
I am committed to sobriety for the next 24 hours I am taking this one day at a time .
Next 24-48 hours will be a test for sure . I am not scared I won’t die if I deny myself P