Sounds good, man. I haven’t been through all the things you have to face, but I feel you. The thing is, even when we have a condition that has big impacts on our lives, and somehow feel it’s unfair and that it ain’t worth living in these conditions, it ain’t true. No matter what challenges we are facing, we can try our best to improve ourselves and our lives, and to minimize the impact of the bad things that happen to us, like ED or IPP. There’s always things we can improve, as long as we believe in ourselves or at least have the desire to enjoy life as much as we can.Thanks quit, yeah man, this last year was fucking insane, thats when the whole urination problem started. And it just added up to the whole other insanity, with having PIED and then before that the break up with my ex, and before that the surgery because of Venous Leakage, which in hinsight might have been caused by Peyronies Disease / Induratio Penis Plastica.
All in all i am really just fed up with all this topic of ED. I experienced, how it feels, when you can truly not function anymore, because of physiological suffering as well as psychological. At the worst times i couldnt sleep longer than two hours at a time, because my urethra would just burn like someone lit it on fire, because of the IPP. For months I had to pee up to 25 times a day, while not being able to find a cause for the problem, because its not well known, that Peyronies Disease can cause Urination problems and my deformations are not very noticeable.
So again, i right now really don't care anymore about my ED. When all the exams are done, i will just go dating. I will just explain, that i was going through this and that, and that i eventually dont really know what the cause of my ED is. I will try with and without ED pills and i will just see what happens and have a good time going out, sitting on the beach and playing cards and stuff. While doing all this, i of course will continue to stay away from P. Because my ED might really be caused by a mixture of all this shit, just waiting for it to get magically healed wont cut it anymore. And i just crave to enjoy life.
I want to finish my studies, get out of my parents house, get a job and enjoy life. Just not worrying about all this shit. I want to get out with the few friends i have, want to get into relationships and just do something.
Yesterday was a little underwhelming in terms of learning, but i think today will go better.
Thank you all for the support. I truly dont know, where i would be right now without this outlet and without people, which are going through similar things and can relate.
Edit: so far studying goes better.
hahah yeah man, i think you are so right. Life was just brutal the last months.I’m writing this because I think you need and deserve to have some fun, man.
ps: here’s a recent success story from a guy who used Taladafil during his reboot and eventually stopped using it. Read it, it’s very, very inspiring.
Wow, that’s great! A really positive and inspiring post. Congratulations on two years, Jeks!I am so thankful, that i feel so good. Its not even, that i have no problems at all from the disease, but at least i can function without too much effort. I can study, i can go out, i can focus on stuff, i can play piano, i can read a book, i can do sports. Yeah i still have ED, but i am a 100 % certain, that if my health stays like this, i will be able to somehow have a sex life, either with ED pills or without, it doesnt even matter to me anymore.
I am now 2 years without P with a single little relapse and had some streaks of no M at that time. I will continue to go this route for the rest of my life and if PIED indeed is the problem i should heal one day. If its something else, then these are the cards i have been dealt.
I will now try to have build a longer streak of hardmode, while taking cialis, so my penis gets enough blood supply to heal from Peyronies disease and while doing all this, i will meet some girls and just see, how things go.
The most important change for me right now is, that i want to live again, and i just want to do stuff, and i again have my ability to feel good.
Next friday i will have another big exam, but i have enough time to study. So that should go alright.