Thanks man for taking time andleaving your thoughts.
As much as this sucks I think the lapse may have been a part of your recovery
I think so too. Some habbits i had developed over time just got weaker, because abstaining from P just wasnt much of a topic anymore. Especially after the relapses i noticed again, how important it is for me to avoid fantasizing. For ne a relapse always starts with an idea or a fantasy and the longer i let myself engage in it, the more difficult it becomes to say no to it.
I am not saying your bladder problems aren't real BUT I will say the majority of the symptoms you describe I too experienced and I know for sure they were due to porn
Its difficult to say. I dont really know what typeof urination problems you had. I also encoubtered minor problems before it got worse and thought they were due to P.
Fact is, that also people with Peyronies Disease develop this symptom. Also the diagnosis of Peyronies Disease seems valid and is not a difficult one to make.
Another thought i had is, that maybe a few Porn addicts also develop Peyronuies Disease due to rough masturbation habits. I already found some, who also were diagnosed with peyronies Disease. But its only a suspicion of mine.
For now i think the bladder problems caused by Peyronies Disease are the most plausible explanation, but for ED i am not so sure. I tend to think, its mostly due to P.
I am now 4 days without any P again, which is a first good start, though i gotta be careful. After one week the urges tend to be the worst for me.