I had a good study day. Maybe there is hope, that i can pass the test. At minimum there is now a chance, that i will pass this topic one day, even if not with the first try.
It got me distracted from my usual thoughts about my ED a bit. But its just fucking bullshit, that i have to worry about beimg impotent, while trying to get my future in order. Its just such a slow fucking process. It doesnt help to moan about the situation, but it just makes it so much more difficult to get a grip on life. And when you then additionally get a bladder infection, that kills your productivity and mood for nearly a year, well, good luck then.
Anyway there is progress. Its slow and draining, but there is. I got next week the second appointment with the urologist, i will do a test there. After the exam on Thursday i will also try to contact the hospital again, but the covid situation still makes an apointment in the near fututre unlikely.
At least i also had some success with other parts of my studies. Bladder situation is bearable right now.
It got me distracted from my usual thoughts about my ED a bit. But its just fucking bullshit, that i have to worry about beimg impotent, while trying to get my future in order. Its just such a slow fucking process. It doesnt help to moan about the situation, but it just makes it so much more difficult to get a grip on life. And when you then additionally get a bladder infection, that kills your productivity and mood for nearly a year, well, good luck then.
Anyway there is progress. Its slow and draining, but there is. I got next week the second appointment with the urologist, i will do a test there. After the exam on Thursday i will also try to contact the hospital again, but the covid situation still makes an apointment in the near fututre unlikely.
At least i also had some success with other parts of my studies. Bladder situation is bearable right now.