I had an urge quite big now. Real urges for me are best perceived as feeling really jittery and full of tension and the only way my body feels like it can relieve the tension is by getting the rush of dopamine from p. It starts by moping about how I can’t watch x p star or x scene anymore then escalates into a trance.
I just sat there today. I didn’t search. Even though, I have blockers the goal is to not even start -which is the searching.
I just sat there today. I didn’t search. Even though, I have blockers the goal is to not even start -which is the searching.
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