Yes, it was the responding to earlier cues and urges that brought about the stronger urges.
Good on taking a zero tolerance toward peeking. Like yourself, this is the attitude I must maintain. For example, yesterday had several innocent interactions with some very drop-dead georgeous females on FB, relating to (ironically ministry), and later, saw a friend suggestion of a very strong 'trigger' or cue, a kind of woman that was 'tailor made' for me, it seems.
In the past, I would click on that (response to cue), and that would have fed urges, which would (eventually) lead to a lapse for me, a peek, or more. I just kind of had to reframe all of that, and kind of nonjudgementally let it wash off..., dismissing urges.
You got this, k-fff. Believe in your inner power to opt for a better life.
Good on taking a zero tolerance toward peeking. Like yourself, this is the attitude I must maintain. For example, yesterday had several innocent interactions with some very drop-dead georgeous females on FB, relating to (ironically ministry), and later, saw a friend suggestion of a very strong 'trigger' or cue, a kind of woman that was 'tailor made' for me, it seems.
In the past, I would click on that (response to cue), and that would have fed urges, which would (eventually) lead to a lapse for me, a peek, or more. I just kind of had to reframe all of that, and kind of nonjudgementally let it wash off..., dismissing urges.
You got this, k-fff. Believe in your inner power to opt for a better life.