Rookie said:So for the ones reading my occasional posts, remember, if you're here, you're loved (at least the "bro" sense). You are cared about, we all hurt when you relapse, and we are all encouraged when you add even just 1 more day to your streak.
workinprogressUK said:Sounds like a TOUGH week, Rookie. Congrats on making it through!
I think one of the frustrating things about fighting the battle with P addiction is that success (in my case temporarily to date) doesn't wave a magic wand over the other stuff. I found that it brought a lot of other issues into the light and made them more painful, for a while. I was using P to make the other stuff less painful. Maybe you were too? You did really well not to get into a row with your wife, but it reads like you're carrying some resentment around with you, which I hope you can shake out some way, my friend. More power to you. Eyes on the prize!