It took 1 month porn free (not fapfree) till I've relapsed again 2 times this december. I feel I have to recover the motivation I had back when I started posting here. I felt I wasn't so committed those last days, and this is absolutely bad... I started ignoring (consciously or not) all the experience I got in the most successful reboots I've made. I started consuming alcohol close to bedtime, I started using internet improperly, I didn't give attention to this forum site that once helped me a lot.
There's something really awful in this cycle i got stuck in: porn leads to general pleasure numbness, that leads unhappiness, which leads to porn. Those ridiculously unnatural stimuli makes a real mess in your brain.
But the I still got the capacity of choosing not to conform myself to this enemy's strain.
I know how harmful porn is and how it is ruining my life (I'm not exaggerating). So, as long as live I'll got very strong reasons to abandon this mad habit.
Today I'm starting a new reboot, with renovated disposition.
Thanks for reading. I'll try to keep posting here.
There's something really awful in this cycle i got stuck in: porn leads to general pleasure numbness, that leads unhappiness, which leads to porn. Those ridiculously unnatural stimuli makes a real mess in your brain.
But the I still got the capacity of choosing not to conform myself to this enemy's strain.
I know how harmful porn is and how it is ruining my life (I'm not exaggerating). So, as long as live I'll got very strong reasons to abandon this mad habit.
Today I'm starting a new reboot, with renovated disposition.
Thanks for reading. I'll try to keep posting here.