godsaveme27
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relapsed again to femdom gonna start back up tomorrow. Still getting HOCD thoughts tho randomly when watching any video that has a guy in it. I start to look at it differently than I would now I cant laugh at videos I used to find funny because HOCD kicks in and its ass its starts making me thinking intrusive thoughts trying to resist a boner to something I never used to get a boner to now I just overthink everything and now look at everything differently because of this evil voice in my head. I am gonna start nofap again tommorow I was on a 3 day streak but idk man im a fucked up person.